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Dear journal

Sometimes it's hard for me to write here constantly.

I used to have a journal on internet and it's always the same story. At the very beginning I keep uploading it, almost every day.

Later, it gets harder for me to keep it actualized.

And oh yeah, if I start to write, I can't stop

But... here it's even a bit harder due to the language. Since I'm not a native english speaker, sometimes it takes a bit longer to write something.

Or maybe I can't find THAT word that I'm looking for

So that's why I'm being so slow lately uploading new stuff...

But oh well, let's explain something new

I used to work with my partner in a clothing brand. My partner doesn't want that huge responsability so now she's gone with the brand (no bad feelings, we're still good friends)

So now it's me and the brand. A whole new world. I'm a bit scared. No, I'm seriously scared.
I feel like a baby without protection.

I'm growing up SO FAST in this last months. SO FAST, seriously. Today I started riding a motorbike because I'm not able to have a rest if I move from one place to another with the bus or tube. I have a job. A real job with real hours a day and month and social security and that stuff. I'm not used to that since I've been always working on short term jobs. AND now, I've got my own firm.

So, new job, new riding, new firm.... It sounds like I'm really becoming that kind of woman I've always wanted to be, and that scares me a lot.

:/

Argth

BTW, I don't want to stress you kiddos with my own stress, so let's put a pic of one of my paintings, I hope you like it!!

I couldn't attach it

MUAH!!