fuck everyone.
sorry. but ive had it....why is it that nice people always get screwed?!? i give up. it seems as if whatever i do takes me to a dead fucking end..ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!
if you cant notice im upset/disapointed/upset/andeveryotheremotionsomeonecouldfeel all in one.
why are people so fake and scared to be themselves?!? whatever....im not going to waste my time and energy on something of that sort.
so yesterday we finished painting my room (thanks to jae for being my driver for a quick minute.) it looks great!! got rid of some lights and added some new dim lamps for the mood.....the vibe is off the wall in there now....chilled with jae for a bit...shes so beautiful =) cheer up sexy, as bob says...."everything little thing is gonna be alright". yesterday you taught me alot that i didnt expect from you....thanks for having my back it means the world to me.
went to emilys to "talk" about everything thats going on, figured the whole situation out. i know i cant do anything to change the situation because ive been through it once and i did the same shit. its one of the hardest times and things that melissa is going to go through. time, thats ill i can say. it sucks that i have to be the one that is put on hold but i mean i did it when i was scared with paula but it will all work out in the end. no pressure she just needs to have friends right now and stuff.
talked to heleit....cried. went to rhons and chilled...man if i was a straight grrL i would be dating that kat right now hes so good to me. im so greatful that emily and david have been in my life, they will never understand how much they mean to me and how much they have helped me out during this horrible time in my life. if it wasnt for them id probably be dead. i love them.
got the job at jp morgan chase on mill. start oct 1st. got a call from club tattoo today. interview 1:30pm tomorrow.....so happy hot behind the counter grrL put good words in for me.
things are starting to go good...things will get better. postive positive positiva.
i miss you.
sorry. but ive had it....why is it that nice people always get screwed?!? i give up. it seems as if whatever i do takes me to a dead fucking end..ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!
if you cant notice im upset/disapointed/upset/andeveryotheremotionsomeonecouldfeel all in one.
why are people so fake and scared to be themselves?!? whatever....im not going to waste my time and energy on something of that sort.
so yesterday we finished painting my room (thanks to jae for being my driver for a quick minute.) it looks great!! got rid of some lights and added some new dim lamps for the mood.....the vibe is off the wall in there now....chilled with jae for a bit...shes so beautiful =) cheer up sexy, as bob says...."everything little thing is gonna be alright". yesterday you taught me alot that i didnt expect from you....thanks for having my back it means the world to me.
went to emilys to "talk" about everything thats going on, figured the whole situation out. i know i cant do anything to change the situation because ive been through it once and i did the same shit. its one of the hardest times and things that melissa is going to go through. time, thats ill i can say. it sucks that i have to be the one that is put on hold but i mean i did it when i was scared with paula but it will all work out in the end. no pressure she just needs to have friends right now and stuff.
talked to heleit....cried. went to rhons and chilled...man if i was a straight grrL i would be dating that kat right now hes so good to me. im so greatful that emily and david have been in my life, they will never understand how much they mean to me and how much they have helped me out during this horrible time in my life. if it wasnt for them id probably be dead. i love them.
got the job at jp morgan chase on mill. start oct 1st. got a call from club tattoo today. interview 1:30pm tomorrow.....so happy hot behind the counter grrL put good words in for me.
things are starting to go good...things will get better. postive positive positiva.
i miss you.
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and make out? you bet.