dee1

so yea.

i havent said or written much lately...

hiding out...
but not really...

hot pink last friday...can we all say WOAH...i dont really know how i felt about that night..im still trying to figure out what happened and if i ended up doing the right thing. i hope i did...i think i did.

looking for a job...kinda...im a bum i dont know what my deal is...come on dee get it together..

seriously i think whatevers going on needs to continue because the sex is wild and all around great times...i think ive found myself a winner...diNg diNg....its great its kinda like an all around i dont know...great friend...there in a time of need if i get horny..and no weird feelings inbetween...then again......it may be more or turning into something of that sort...i dont know what i think actually...im confused...blah...

i still miss you and think about you quite a bit but i think that i am becoming okay with the situation...i think its good. this time and space...we need to get over what has happened and move towards a better future...no hard feelings....nothing to blame one another for...just ourselves with a clear mind and spirit...

why am i getting so indepth with certain things while i completely forget about others....like hmmmmmm...tomorrow im leaving for tucson...im going for my interview for "road rules" and "the real world" tomorrow....what else?!?! i got my hair did....new cut...new color...oh yes...i have a pic of it in my pics its not the greatest cause well...its webcam quality...

went long boarding to ease my mind for a bit...clear up a few things bottled up inside...i need to start skating more often again...its so peaceful and relaxes me..

oh yea...

nevermind.

i forget.