Spinning hands I hate Thee
I don't know who I am right now, such an imbalanced mental state,
Time's never been a friend to me, it once forced me to wait.
Now those hands i once gazed in slow motion, ticking softly in a circular pace,
They now spin amidst the gears, with every turn , a new line upon my face.
I saw myself...
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I don't know who I am right now, such an imbalanced mental state,
Time's never been a friend to me, it once forced me to wait.
Now those hands i once gazed in slow motion, ticking softly in a circular pace,
They now spin amidst the gears, with every turn , a new line upon my face.
I saw myself...
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have a great weekend everyone!!! i pray mines not a bust as usual lmao, trying to give nick a great birthday if hed let me!!!!!!!!! gahH!! 
gi_jo:
i kinda want to change my hair color too. i've been a redhead for a long time.
dedlyniteshade:
i change mine everyweek no lie! lmao tis fading so im going back twisted teal, yellow and purple
ill be posting pics of the results 
i ike the red on ya
ill be posting pics of the results i ike the red on ya ITS NOT A LIE I HAVE THE BIGGEST PROBLEM WITH ITS A BAD LIE!!! IF YOURE GONNA LIE TO ME BE GOOD AT IT DAMMIT!!! IM SO IRATE RIGHT NOW I FEEL AS IF I COULD SPIT FIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVERY OTHER DAY A STUPID WHITE LIE, OR A BIG ONE EITHER OR , AND THEN PLAYED OFF AS A LAPSE OF MEMORY... NEWS FLASH!!! IM 5...
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FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
glad to have gotten that out.... ok breathing now
glad to have gotten that out.... ok breathing now
brettpunk:
When letting out anger by screaming, be sure not to do it near a playground full of kids, like I once did. It freaks them out.
dedlyniteshade:
LMAO NICE!!! hehehe yeah dont do it in a grocery store either! lmao
posted some interesting videos of mallorys epic childeshness
zumba, shadow boxing, tanning bed, clean house, get ferret supplies, finish care package for homies overseas and play violin... tis why i shalt not be posting a "real blog" until later
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pyratparadox:
Thanks pretty lady!
You play violin? That's awesome
You play violin? That's awesome
dedlyniteshade:
thank youse , im not epically fantastical or anything but i can play with things i shall beposting more vids today , posted one of me playing sonc XD
thank youse , im not epically fantastical or anything but i can play with things i shall beposting more vids today , posted one of me playing sonc XDi have a love and hatred for bipolar! i love hypermania where i feel like superman(or woman wtf ever lol) and just be so alive, but then i hate when i come down from that and start dwelling and overthinking and worrying !!! the BI- in BIpolar is sooooo accurate cuz i def have 2 parts of me, one soooo happy , energetic and full...
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dedlyniteshade:
i like art like that as well cuz it never gets boring
dedlyniteshade:
posted some vids , shall be posting more soon lol ive discovered videos are easier to upload that pics! lmao
well to say the least the weekend did not go as expected
still decent just not epic!!! my bestfriend was stressed to the point of sickness, bass player took off for the night, and i basically drank, drew on myself with a sharpee and talked via message on here (with a kick ass conversationalist i may add) anywho, got some interesting video i think...
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still decent just not epic!!! my bestfriend was stressed to the point of sickness, bass player took off for the night, and i basically drank, drew on myself with a sharpee and talked via message on here (with a kick ass conversationalist i may add) anywho, got some interesting video i think... Read More
As of monday i shall start video blogging, first eps. shall be" Twas A Night at The House of INVADER"
shall be full of metal related madness,me and my best friend getting chocolate wasted, and hopefully us sword fighting or playin ninja, hopefully it will be epical Not to Mention a Me giving an interview which i can almost assure will be mildly disturbing yet...
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shall be full of metal related madness,me and my best friend getting chocolate wasted, and hopefully us sword fighting or playin ninja, hopefully it will be epical
Not to Mention a Me giving an interview which i can almost assure will be mildly disturbing yet... Read More
pedropraderas:
Sounds pretty cool, looking forwarding to watching your blogs!
dedlyniteshade:
thankyas, yeah they should be interesting lmao
thankyas, yeah they should be interesting lmao 