dedlyniteshade

ahhh i miss my cellular pal that entertained me very much so... ive realized last 4 days how boring my life truly is lmao

FUCK IT!!! no more procrasturbating! i have professional camera, photo editing skills/software , as well as the sg photoshop logo and font package! IM DOING MY FIRST OFFICIAL SET DAMMIT!!! if its a fail then i shall quickly set up my pro-shoot with badass photographer that happens to live an hour and 20 mins away!!! those of you that shall support me in this ILL...
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this is the story i wrote for one of the groups, i havent written in YEARS so dont judge too harshly lmao, This is FICTION (most all of it anyways, theres some truth but im not saying what part HA!



Being spoken for there are a certain set of rules to obey, thankfully my significant other see's fit to do as I please and I...
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me playing trooper solo as well as requiem for a dream :

DYING HAIR WOOT

so nick finally has contact with his "real dad" tht he hasnt seen since he was 3 years old. He wants usto come to bakersfield ca for reunion but nicks prob getting deployed around that time. Nick did how ever take leave for end of july and wants to go then, its such short notice and moneys low and were moving in 3 weeks, dunno...
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new pictorial coming soon youse guys! man im glad i have something that has had me giddy and excited these passed almost 3 weeks alas, im not revealing the source because mystery is sometimes a fun card to play!

50 SHADES OF GREY=50 Times i curled my toes by the 6th chapter! LMAO omfg LOVE it!!! i have a semi-busy week further more prepping to move but i see myself losing myself further more in these books hehehe... Just returned from lakehouse for mums bday i spent alllll day in water yesterday aside from laying on dock reading and i felt at home in...
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LONLEY day of painting and listening to the alt indie love station, where i discovered my newest fav song!!!! " video games" i listened to that song 22 times today!!!

THIS POEM IS DEDICATED TO ALL OF THE FRIENDS ON HERE AND ELSEWHERE THAT MADE LIFE ,MUCH EASIER TO ENDURE....

"A LIFE WITHOUT YOU"


IF YOU DIDNT EXIST TO ME IN THIS WORLD I'D BE ALONE
LOST IN ITS BOUNDARIES NEVER TO BE KNOWN,

MY FEAR WOULD BREAK MY STRENGTH AND WHEN I SUDDENLY FELL,
I'D LOOK UP AND BREATH IN FIRE, REALIZING I'M IN...
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