dedlyniteshade

still posting new pics at somepoint this week , everthings just hectic!!! i realized today ive now procrastinated 6 months on my mouth surgery , and tis just getting worse, considering gotta get new car 1rst because my oral surgeon is an hour away and i will have to go every2 weeks for 6 months just about , but im not taking a loan out for car, cuz surgery is way more! military covered some of it, but surgery is still gonna run me $15,678!!! i know itll be worth it but DAMMNNN!!! lol not to mention, nick and family are on my ass cuz i didnt go to my follow up biopsy in march so i gotta get that done as well , (i dont like getting bad news so as stupid as it is i avoid it but ive learned cant avoid it for too long, i dont want anymore organs removed!!! lmao