This morning upon waking i couldn't rid this wretched feeling in my gut... i HATE being reminded of how very short and unexpected this life is. I want to live it to the fullest,go where i want , pursue my goals, and (get set of the day some day 
) i hate when so many things seem so far away and everyday that passes adds up to months then years of me saying "shit I've wasted so much time thinking about what i want and not doing so.... I def need to reevaluate my life and make a few changes in it when possible...Gonna have to start a savings account for travel and such but with my mouth surgery thats gonna be $ 16,873 tis gonna be hard to save anything also gotta get new car... (and yeah thats the surgery cost after insurance pays 50% SUCKY! well have a good day everyone, prob post pics a lil later but i got lots to do today starting with finding out what time funeral i gotta go to is...
) i hate when so many things seem so far away and everyday that passes adds up to months then years of me saying "shit I've wasted so much time thinking about what i want and not doing so.... I def need to reevaluate my life and make a few changes in it when possible...Gonna have to start a savings account for travel and such but with my mouth surgery thats gonna be $ 16,873 tis gonna be hard to save anything also gotta get new car... (and yeah thats the surgery cost after insurance pays 50% SUCKY! well have a good day everyone, prob post pics a lil later but i got lots to do today starting with finding out what time funeral i gotta go to is...