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Worked on my piano playing a lot today. Pretty chill.

I met this amazing female but you can read about her below. Seriously, she had me smitten. I think I should give her things like kittens in boxes with ribbon already. love blush

Details below:
Ded illiterati: Sis to BED- Sis to BED! Are you reading me?
FxyArl: lol
Ded illiterati: Over!
FxyArl: hey over
FxyArl: brother*...
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variety:
woohooo! I love when you're crushing on someone and it's still so new and exciting!

yeah, I'll get to selling all my worldly possesions quickly! Who needs a TV, DVD, Stereo or even furniture when you've got the promise of 'being woo'd'!!! Of course, there's a slight problem. I'm a lifelong Texan, and any temp under 60 degrees is FREEZING to me, so I may have a hard time adjusting to the whole northern thing.
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Yesterday was surprisingly great!

Seriously, I made a deposit, got a minor extension on my visa-limit, and still played four hours worth of basketball in the afternoon. That rocked! And there were three gorgous females, who of course the upper-classmen were ogling, etc, so I had to keep it in check a lot. I just want to play b-ball, really.

One in particular, though, she...
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hotcurry:
Hooray for great days!!! After tonight a lot of the stress in my life will be gone from my system. Of course new stress will take its place as soon as the overnight ratings come in. surreal
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Here is a transcript of my family's IMing me (- my dad):

Ded illiterati: I study. You sleepy?
FxyArl: hey broooooooooooooo
Ded illiterati: -KISS-
FxyArl: kisses
Ded illiterati: GREAT sissy!
Ded illiterati: -Miss you soooooooooooooooooooo-
Ded illiterati: OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO:-(
Ded illiterati: Much
Ded illiterati: Love ya, too, though
FxyArl: awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
Ded illiterati: You're one of the best sissies a brother / lawyer to be could ask...
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hotcurry:
How cute are you guys. kiss That's adorable.
slackerinchief:
In response to your email:

My arm was killing me because apparently I worked out way to hard the day before. Thought I tore something. If anyone here knows what having a broken arm feels like, well it felt just like that.
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Okay, I seriously woke up in the middle of the night, just sort of mildly terrified, as if I had had a nightmare. I don't believe this to have been the case. I found myself obsessing a bit over Werner Herzog's GRIZZLY MAN and the contents of the tape we were never allowed to hear. I was also thinking about the ex-girlfriend again, who wants...
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hotcurry:
This is part of why I do not miss school. As lean as my years are now financially, I never want to go back to the real struggle of college cash.

Breathe deep and get some much needed rest.
variety:
Wow! I'm so glad I realized how terribly twisted it was to run in and out of my ex's life. It hurt like hell to leave completely, but it was for the best for both of us.

Since I completely quit school, I can not say I know how it is with the lack of fundage. But I'm poor, does that count?
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Last night, Min had asked me to type out an artist piece for his performance-artist gal in NYC.

Here's what I typed in like an hour or so:

Each to each a looking glass/
Reflects the other that doth pass.
-- Charles Holton Cooley

There is no being without an Other to reflect who one is; male to female; indefinite to definite; bold to subtle....
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variety:
That's an interesting view. In the mood that i'm in, that's not a refreshing view, but an interesting one just the same.
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Just as a humorous note, yesterday, a gorgeous young thing in a pink semi-rhinestoned sequined halter-top, curvacious and pure beauty walked in front of me to the bus stop.

Sheer, young, pretentious beauty. Anyhow, we get to the bus stop, and then she's waiting there. Now she's got semi-flare pants, and I'm checking out her shoes, which are these awesome high-heels; very ornate.

Anyhow, as...
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Outliers:

One- The ex-girlfriend: She's been emailing me, and trying to keep in touch. The history of three years we've had, have been shot down by her fucking around before she left me to go to Ireland, while I was trying to make the best possible effort for her to leave comfortably. I only found out about this incident after she left.
Does she even...
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variety:
I think it's excellent that you're even considering going to support the queers. I know I would have LOVED to have the support of a straight guy at any of the gay gatherings I've been involved in.

25 is NOT past prime. I don't even consider dating anyone seriously unless they're about 30. You've got plenty of time and plenty of learning to do.

Avoid the roommate!!!!!
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Today kind of bleeds into yesterday for me.

After my report of yesterday, I came home, bought myself a basketball, and fell asleep. After that, I ended up waking up, doing laundry and calling Min and Jared.

Jared was out with a large group of people drinking in Brroklyn.

I fucked up a lot, making train mistakes, and ended up meeting Min almost an hour...
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variety:
Wow! yeah, looking for another apt now may be prudent, before it turns into a 'situation'
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Today kind of bleeds into yesterday for me.

After my report of yesterday, I came home, bought myself a basketball, and fell asleep. After that, I ended up waking up, doing laundry and calling Min and Jared.

Jared was out with a large group of people drinking in Brroklyn.

I fucked up a lot, making train mistakes, and ended up meeting Min almost an hour...
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slackerinchief:
Hmm didn't understand that conversation much at all...oh well. I find it odd that you are so frank about your relationship with these people. Hmm, not on here but in real life. It just seems strange that these guys talk to you like this...nice and honest though. You guys sound like you have a long relationship history. Either that or you build relationships with people quickly. How long have you guys known each other? And what are you going to school for? ARRR!!!
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I had a good lunch at a Korean restaurant with Min, Soumanth, and Leigh Anna. It was really really funny and good being together, but a part of me feels kind of like Min needs to entertain, or that he is partially insincere or something.

I like him a lot, though. I have a hard time wrapping my head around him, though. It's like, there's...
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slackerinchief:
Who is Mr. Min? does he work at the restaurant? or is he a friend? Look at you though! Analyzing his behavior! Either your very perceptive or overly Analytical. (Here's hoping to you just being wise as an owl) wink
variety:
Hahaha... that's a good line..."being lonely is only a side effect" I'm liking that one.