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dedilliterati

Flint, Michigan/ Lawrence.KS

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Sunday Sep 25, 2005

Sep 25, 2005
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Dear God!

I'm gaining in TUMMY! I've begun smoking again. I've lost books, money, and cell-phones! I've been distracted, and attracted, fragmented, and disjointed. I've made friends, propositions, mistakes, drinks, notes that move beyond all of this. I've discovered that my vital information is available online for everyone to find. Frustrating, that one is.

I've made good friends with a classically trained piano-playing wonder from the midwest. She also is gorgeous. This life is so miniscule, that I should really not consider anything other than following desire, selfishly, and helpfully. I want things that cannot be had, others that go unreciprocated, and overall, I have turned out fine.

Have I mentioned my life-style choice. The Rule of thumb goes like this: If people survived the holocaust, then I can survive living in NY. It's no lie.

I also have been prone to the imagined oragsm game, which consists of an individual waiting patiently in a busy area and imagining what passerbyes would look like in their moments of bliss, if you would regard it as such.

-The world becomes more comfortable, then.

Anyhow...

I've been playing basketball, studying, working hard, and trying above all to remain on top of school. I've been running out of money, but hopefully financial aid will actually kick in, and then I can for real survive. I've GOT to stock up on Ramen while the gettin's good.

I also have entertained the idea of keeping wine in my locker. =) Dude, it will never happen, but it's fun to think, nonetheless.

Anyhow, I must go.

I just wanted to keep everyone informed. Also, I'm fine right now.

As for that one grrrl, there's only nonsense associated with her. I shouldn't have to try so hard for something, if she really were interested. Perhaps my overtness is too much, but I also sort of look at it as if she were a fish.

If I caught her, I'm not sure what I would do with her anyhow. I might end up poking her in the eye, or blowing into her mouth or something. This is nonsense, which I cannot in good faith perpetuate.

Plus, all good girls like Foucault! wink

CIAO

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