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Okay,

Yesterday I got one hour of sleep. I was second-guessing myself, I didn't speak with her, I felt tired and LAME. I talked about it with Min, and he told me to get some, sleep. He was 100% right. I took an hour's nap and played basketball. I went home, BTW- I hate fucking Chase Bank on Lefferts. The guy was soooooooooo rude, that during the transaction, I began to make it more complicated for him, by speaking too fast etc. Anyhow, somewhere in between there, his demeanor changed a bit, and I said "Whew, for a minute there, I thought I was going to have to find a different bank." THAT was funny.
Anyhow, this morning I bought her a different candy, chocolate. Toblerone! Anyhow, she looked at me and waved, and I joined her immediately, and then I gave her the chocolate and she said "You have GOT to stop bringing me candy!" In a blushy-semi-exasperated way. I explained that I didn't know how else to do "this." She offered to carry my book into class, and I swear life is fucking great.
Always doubt, though. It's always there.

Fondly,

boy