Outliers:
One- The ex-girlfriend: She's been emailing me, and trying to keep in touch. The history of three years we've had, have been shot down by her fucking around before she left me to go to Ireland, while I was trying to make the best possible effort for her to leave comfortably. I only found out about this incident after she left.
Does she even...
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One- The ex-girlfriend: She's been emailing me, and trying to keep in touch. The history of three years we've had, have been shot down by her fucking around before she left me to go to Ireland, while I was trying to make the best possible effort for her to leave comfortably. I only found out about this incident after she left.
Does she even...
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Today kind of bleeds into yesterday for me.
After my report of yesterday, I came home, bought myself a basketball, and fell asleep. After that, I ended up waking up, doing laundry and calling Min and Jared.
Jared was out with a large group of people drinking in Brroklyn.
I fucked up a lot, making train mistakes, and ended up meeting Min almost an hour...
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After my report of yesterday, I came home, bought myself a basketball, and fell asleep. After that, I ended up waking up, doing laundry and calling Min and Jared.
Jared was out with a large group of people drinking in Brroklyn.
I fucked up a lot, making train mistakes, and ended up meeting Min almost an hour...
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variety:
Wow! yeah, looking for another apt now may be prudent, before it turns into a 'situation'
Today kind of bleeds into yesterday for me.
After my report of yesterday, I came home, bought myself a basketball, and fell asleep. After that, I ended up waking up, doing laundry and calling Min and Jared.
Jared was out with a large group of people drinking in Brroklyn.
I fucked up a lot, making train mistakes, and ended up meeting Min almost an hour...
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After my report of yesterday, I came home, bought myself a basketball, and fell asleep. After that, I ended up waking up, doing laundry and calling Min and Jared.
Jared was out with a large group of people drinking in Brroklyn.
I fucked up a lot, making train mistakes, and ended up meeting Min almost an hour...
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slackerinchief:
Hmm didn't understand that conversation much at all...oh well. I find it odd that you are so frank about your relationship with these people. Hmm, not on here but in real life. It just seems strange that these guys talk to you like this...nice and honest though. You guys sound like you have a long relationship history. Either that or you build relationships with people quickly. How long have you guys known each other? And what are you going to school for? 
I had a good lunch at a Korean restaurant with Min, Soumanth, and Leigh Anna. It was really really funny and good being together, but a part of me feels kind of like Min needs to entertain, or that he is partially insincere or something.
I like him a lot, though. I have a hard time wrapping my head around him, though. It's like, there's...
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I like him a lot, though. I have a hard time wrapping my head around him, though. It's like, there's...
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slackerinchief:
Who is Mr. Min? does he work at the restaurant? or is he a friend? Look at you though! Analyzing his behavior! Either your very perceptive or overly Analytical. (Here's hoping to you just being wise as an owl) 
variety:
Hahaha... that's a good line..."being lonely is only a side effect" I'm liking that one.
Today was apretty good mixture of solidity.
Leigh Anna, threesome facilitator, was there at school early when I arrived, so we talked for a bit but after I nabbed breakfast I typed up a brief for class. Classes went exceedingly well today, considering my general lack of involvement.
After class I went out to lunch, at a tiny mediterranean diner, which was pretty good. On...
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Leigh Anna, threesome facilitator, was there at school early when I arrived, so we talked for a bit but after I nabbed breakfast I typed up a brief for class. Classes went exceedingly well today, considering my general lack of involvement.
After class I went out to lunch, at a tiny mediterranean diner, which was pretty good. On...
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hotcurry:
You gave them to me first. You just don't know it. Thank you so very much. I really and truly appreciate it more than you will ever know.
variety:
I like short girls... wait I AM a short girl. Yeah, I need to get back into some sort of sport of some kind. something to keep my body going/moving.
HELP!
Law is everywhere! FUCK! I'm drowning! -Gasp!- I'm running out of sleep-time lately. It's about 12:30 and I will have to call it an evening.
Found a beautiful girl to have a crush on. Hopefully she'll pick up on it. Maybe not.
When it came to dances, I was the kid who had to be shoved forward to dance. That shyness has almost hardly...
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Law is everywhere! FUCK! I'm drowning! -Gasp!- I'm running out of sleep-time lately. It's about 12:30 and I will have to call it an evening.
Found a beautiful girl to have a crush on. Hopefully she'll pick up on it. Maybe not.
When it came to dances, I was the kid who had to be shoved forward to dance. That shyness has almost hardly...
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marigold:
don't be too subtle or you'll whiz right past her head like an ungraceful crow. 
she won't think you're a douche for being assertive because you'll already be conscious of not trying to cross that line.
she won't think you're a douche for being assertive because you'll already be conscious of not trying to cross that line.
Let me tell you about a dog, who got his nose wet, but walked away from a river's worth of trouble. Now, I don't know how, but one day, some puppy chased after a cricket in his yard- now he knew better than to leave the yard, but he was just determined to get that bug and eat it. Anyhow, turns out, he got so...
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sharona1881:
yay, you remembered, welcome new friend who lives near me 
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variety:
I'm a big fan of sushi when I'm feeling down, it always seems to perk me right up again!
malina:
I was looking at your pic in hirsute and welll... you have to be my friend! 
I think that I might cut my own hair! 
I'm getting sick of it. I want something fun!
Today I woke up early and went into Manhattan! I bought an I-pod! It was 40 gig AND it already has songs in it, because it was opened, so I bought this 3 year warranty. 
That's okay, but I'm listening to Outkast's The Love Below, which is...
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I'm getting sick of it. I want something fun!
Today I woke up early and went into Manhattan!
I bought an I-pod! It was 40 gig AND it already has songs in it, because it was opened, so I bought this 3 year warranty. That's okay, but I'm listening to Outkast's The Love Below, which is... Read More
variety:
I'm so jealous! I want an I-pod! Yeah, Love Below is a GREAT album, I wore the CD out last year!
Gym membership, sadly enough is on my list of things to take care of with the next available check. I say sadly because I'm sooo against the vibes that I always get in gyms. I go NOT to get picked up, but to actually excercise... strange huh?
Gym membership, sadly enough is on my list of things to take care of with the next available check. I say sadly because I'm sooo against the vibes that I always get in gyms. I go NOT to get picked up, but to actually excercise... strange huh?
saya:
don't cut your hair! that's asking for disaster!
My friend Nathan lived in a cabin in Vermont with no electricity or running water. He fell into rounds of drinking while he worked cleaning dishes at a bakery. He and I have played phone-tag since he left Kansas last December. I called him today, and we talked until the phone fell dead. The battery, that is.
Love that guy. Wish he could marry me....
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Love that guy. Wish he could marry me....
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Today.
It's from a hangover. It's from feeling like I've met lots of people, while still feeling like a complete ass the whole day. It's from being sexualized by a tool. It's from meeting people I like, but not in a relationship sense. It's from not dressing in a suit like everyone else, but going in jeans and a shirt. It's from starting to read...
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It's from a hangover. It's from feeling like I've met lots of people, while still feeling like a complete ass the whole day. It's from being sexualized by a tool. It's from meeting people I like, but not in a relationship sense. It's from not dressing in a suit like everyone else, but going in jeans and a shirt. It's from starting to read...
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Today was just so TOUGH!
I only got a few hours of sleep. I got up late, but made it to the last bus on time before I would have been late. Good, right? On the bus, I'm all self-conscious because I'm shaven for a day, wearing a hat, and chewing gum. I had to see my roommate, which has become tough of late, because...
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I only got a few hours of sleep. I got up late, but made it to the last bus on time before I would have been late. Good, right? On the bus, I'm all self-conscious because I'm shaven for a day, wearing a hat, and chewing gum. I had to see my roommate, which has become tough of late, because...
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marigold:
moving is one of the top three most stressful events in a person's life. i've also heard that it takes on average about 5 years to feel truly settled into a new city and make close friends. patience (or the struggle to keep your sanity) is key.
variety:
I dont' know how tough it has to be for you, I've never moved farther than 50 miles from where I grew up. I really hope it starts to get better for you!
25 is NOT past prime. I don't even consider dating anyone seriously unless they're about 30. You've got plenty of time and plenty of learning to do.
Avoid the roommate!!!!!