got my first rejection letter from a literary agent. He was actually really sweet about it.
"Many thanks for writing. You have an interesting idea for a book, and theres a lot to like about your approach. But in the end Im afraid that I didnt come away from this quite fully convinced this was something Id be able to represent successfully. Im sorry not...
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"Many thanks for writing. You have an interesting idea for a book, and theres a lot to like about your approach. But in the end Im afraid that I didnt come away from this quite fully convinced this was something Id be able to represent successfully. Im sorry not...
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skippypeanutbtr:
None-the-less, I enjoyed the preview of your writing skills, and look forward to reading more. Eventually you will be successful - so hang in there. 
bennie2069:
Ha. Awesome blog! Glad you are so happy and doing so well. I'm as American as capitalism but I really want to try poutine now! lol
I figured I'd give you all a little taste of Lay Me Down:
14 A Midsummer Nights Wet Dream
I have a very advanced, scientifically observed, hypothesis on nocturnal emissions. And I will get
to the theory. But I think first I need to recount my person survey of the Wet Dream on two, yes two,
separate occasions, with two completely unrelated gentlemen.
1)When I...
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14 A Midsummer Nights Wet Dream
I have a very advanced, scientifically observed, hypothesis on nocturnal emissions. And I will get
to the theory. But I think first I need to recount my person survey of the Wet Dream on two, yes two,
separate occasions, with two completely unrelated gentlemen.
1)When I...
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btflday777:
Thank you for sharing your story 
llcooln872:
thats really weird
My sweetest escape has been writing...and now my book is finished a month before schedule. Now what di I do??? I guess I gotta write another on.
Ps it's called Lay Me Down...looking for a literary agent and or publishing deal.
So if you know someone interested in publishing a humorous erotic memoir, send um my way
Ps it's called Lay Me Down...looking for a literary agent and or publishing deal.
So if you know someone interested in publishing a humorous erotic memoir, send um my way
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llcooln872:
Good luck to you, if nothing comes up you can try to publish it yourself. Check out this website Poetjoipublications.com.
supahaole:
I'll buy a couple copies when it comes out 
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decota:
I give you all permission to duplicate. I just hope you won't have to given the circumstance required.
captainamerika:
Very moving. That is a really beautiful tribute to your father, and your love for your father. He will be with you, in you.
I held Dad's ashes with me the whole way home on the plane. I didn't ever let them go except to go through the x-ray. Itwas a strange conversation with the TSA. "Um, this is my Dad. Be very very careful!" He was actually very sweet about it.
So,I'm back in LA. Still in quite a fog. but perhaps my life can feel nornal for...
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abracadabra4:
Even though this is a porn site its always nice to see the human behind the nakedness. Your set is awesome and I hope it goes pink soon. Its cool to hear about the TSA doing good, I'm glad they didn't give you a difficult time. And I'm sure an ass man would appriciate your boobs too
captainamerika:
Condolences. He seems like he was a fine man, and it is clear that you came from a good, loving family.That is so important in life, and those good roots will stay with you all your life.
Last night I cried in his closet hugging all his Polo shirts as they hang in hid closet. Today it just doesn't feel real. It's like I'm dreaming and just haven't woken up yet. I see him when I'm trying to fall asleep but his image is upside-down and I can't make it right again.
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ariosto:
You know, when my dad died, I felt really bad because everyone around me was so broken up, but I just kept on going. I didn't feel anything at all, almost. Didn't cry at the funeral, nothing.
Then thirteen months later his brother, my uncle died. I was at the reception, surrounded by people who knew my dad growing up, and they would all come over to me and tell me how much I looked like him. I finally ran and hid in a room and bawled my eyes out. It wasn't until that moment that I realised how much I'd lost, and it wasn't until then that I was able to start dealing with those feelings. I wasted all that time not letting myself be broken up about it, and I regret it.
I know that right now not much seems helpful or important to you, but keep in mind that you'll get through it, just like he'd want you to, and don't be afraid to do whatever you need to to mourn him. It'll all work out in the end.
Then thirteen months later his brother, my uncle died. I was at the reception, surrounded by people who knew my dad growing up, and they would all come over to me and tell me how much I looked like him. I finally ran and hid in a room and bawled my eyes out. It wasn't until that moment that I realised how much I'd lost, and it wasn't until then that I was able to start dealing with those feelings. I wasted all that time not letting myself be broken up about it, and I regret it.
I know that right now not much seems helpful or important to you, but keep in mind that you'll get through it, just like he'd want you to, and don't be afraid to do whatever you need to to mourn him. It'll all work out in the end.
decota:
I feel like I have so much work to do with his estate and I can't really let myself be sad until it's done. I know it will hit me and hard when it does. But for now I have to be strong and push foward. I love him I miss him but I know he wouldve wanted me to take care of his things and follow through like he taught me.
Getting through it one day at a time. I am bottling it up for now. There are always so many people around and so much to do. I love my sisters but I can't cry in front of them. I feel like I have to stay strong for them. But they are going home tomorrow and I will be alone in my dads house. That...
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skippypeanutbtr:
The love you have for your father will ensure he is with you forever. Right now, do just what you are doing - remember the things that made him your father. I hope your heartache eases soon. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
G.
G.
decota:
you don't know how much better you guys make me feel! Thank You!
Sorry if I've been somewhat inactive...my dad died on Monday.
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yourself:
sorry to read thus... my condolences to you and your loved ones... we'll be here for you, take all the time you need
sorry to read thus... my condolences to you and your loved ones... we'll be here for you, take all the time you need
skippypeanutbtr:
My heartfelt condolences go out to you and your family....you will be in my thoughts as you go through this difficult time.
I'm super tired after Vegas but I'm really excited cause Lorelei and I have another set scheduled to shoot on the 12th!!! Whooo hooo I hope this one *fingers crossed* will make me pink!!!
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rapaddict40:
Good luck on the photo shoot!
navanod74165:
Love your sets
Very fun night! I went to vanity at the hard rock with the ceo's and helped them high-five the hotties! What a trip to let loose in Vegas with the bosses
but everyone at my job is so rad. This Vegas trip is turning out a lot better then I anticipated.
Tonights plan? Spearmint Rhino with the saleasmen.
but everyone at my job is so rad. This Vegas trip is turning out a lot better then I anticipated.
Tonights plan? Spearmint Rhino
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youroldlady:
Vegas rules. If you get the chance goto the Shadow Bar in Caesars Palace. They have topless women dancing behind screens so you just see their shadows.
supahaole:
I'm possibly going up again later this month to party with some old high school friends. It should be a painful weekend, for sure