I am vaguely nauseated all the time. Not cool.
In other news, I'm also very moody for no reason. I go from whistling happy, to talking to Dad, to wanting to kill all humanity, to wanting to weep in about five minutes. Really weird.
My work schedule is somewhat forcing me to go to bed earlier, which is good. I have a midterm in Calc...
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In other news, I'm also very moody for no reason. I go from whistling happy, to talking to Dad, to wanting to kill all humanity, to wanting to weep in about five minutes. Really weird.
My work schedule is somewhat forcing me to go to bed earlier, which is good. I have a midterm in Calc...
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Good lord, do I ever need to reset my rythems. I'm not only not sleeping well (or often, sorry beledi) but I've also started to not eat for an entire day or two at a time, then I end up being extremely hungry and having a huge meal at like 4am one day.
This, among other, nastier, things, is the primary reason for lack...
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This, among other, nastier, things, is the primary reason for lack...
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beledi:
Thanks for your sweet comment.
I do think that you need to be resetting your rhythms dear...not sleeping and not eating much can't be good for you, but I'm just guessing
Take care of yourself.
I do think that you need to be resetting your rhythms dear...not sleeping and not eating much can't be good for you, but I'm just guessing
Take care of yourself.
Well, this is officially the week from hell. I hereby vow to not give a shit about anything this week. So there. Id go into details, but those are no fun. All you really need to know is that Im taking lesions from tensix in how to be an asshole so I stop fucking myself over so others can be happy, and that my family...
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beledi:
Geek.
Hope you get some sleep.
Hope you get some sleep.
beledi:
Fanboy alert!!!
I hope you managed to at least get out of the house sometime this week...
I hope you managed to at least get out of the house sometime this week...
beledi:
how does leaving the house equate to fucking yourself over? i'm perplexed.
-plays the Imperial March-
I got Empire at War yesterday. This makes me very happy.
I haven't updated lately, so here's what's up with what's going down: I had my birthday party (shut up tensix ) which kicked ass, I bought my new game (glee!), and I kinda sorta made some progress in the Dance. But not really. Fun huh?
I would list my presents,...
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I got Empire at War yesterday. This makes me very happy.
I haven't updated lately, so here's what's up with what's going down: I had my birthday party (shut up tensix ) which kicked ass, I bought my new game (glee!), and I kinda sorta made some progress in the Dance. But not really. Fun huh?
I would list my presents,...
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niobe:
Happy Birthday! 
beledi:
Happy Birthday! 
More teeth stuff today! Wee!
Also, it is below -40 C and I have volunteered at work for more hours. What the crap is wrong with me? For $30 I'm going to willingly freeze to death?
Does that make me a whore? I think it kinda does.
Today is supposed to be tobogganing day again, but it's looking like it'll be too damn cold. With...
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Also, it is below -40 C and I have volunteered at work for more hours. What the crap is wrong with me? For $30 I'm going to willingly freeze to death?
Does that make me a whore? I think it kinda does.
Today is supposed to be tobogganing day again, but it's looking like it'll be too damn cold. With...
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beledi:
Gah...the games we play when we're interested in someone. This silly dance...and nobody wants to lead.
Happy "Let's make single people feel like shit!" Day!
With that out of the way, why is it that every time I put "more later" I disappear for awhile? Not sure, but I'm not putting that on this time. So ha.
Also I got my braces off today, which is good and bad. They want me to wear a retainer, but fuck that. The braces...
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With that out of the way, why is it that every time I put "more later" I disappear for awhile? Not sure, but I'm not putting that on this time. So ha.
Also I got my braces off today, which is good and bad. They want me to wear a retainer, but fuck that. The braces...
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beledi:
Gah...teeth things...*shudder*
I dislike people who are persistent about things that are not life and death matters.
I dislike people who are persistent about things that are not life and death matters.
I gots me some new magic cards today, which is awesome because I am now an Izzet Guildmage. I will wear the robes and everything. I also managed to get more A.I. Love you, which is hard to find here.
Focusing on the positive today. Go me.
On that note, I'll update more later.
"Not only does he predict the weather, he says when lighting...
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Focusing on the positive today. Go me.
On that note, I'll update more later.
"Not only does he predict the weather, he says when lighting...
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tensix:
My Dimir deck still > your Izzet deck though. That said, figure out what cards you need more of sometime soon so I can just place one mass order. Easier that way.
beledi:
I'm glad that me making myself feel better makes you feel better too
*** Decibal sets mode: +moping
I'm being silly and thinking far too much of the one that got away. Of course, more then one has gotten away, but there is (of course) a particular one of which I speak.
"Tell her tonight!"
"Get up every morning and there's nothing there, no reason to die but no reason to care"
I'm getting better tho. That's something....
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I'm being silly and thinking far too much of the one that got away. Of course, more then one has gotten away, but there is (of course) a particular one of which I speak.
"Tell her tonight!"
"Get up every morning and there's nothing there, no reason to die but no reason to care"
I'm getting better tho. That's something....
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beledi:
The knitting is cool. Very cool. I don't knit and am worried if I learn how to that I won't get time to do it anyway. So I sew, 'cause I learned how to do that long ago.
Stop dwelling.
Stop dwelling.
beledi:
I'll write it on my towel.
When I fall off the face of the planet, I fall but good.
Sorry for the lack of updates, but shit happens. Especially to me. God (and the game devs) well and truly hate me. Mom wants an affidavit.
"It is not possible to travel faster then light, and not desirable, as one's hat keeps falling off." - Woody Allen
Soul crushing family manipulation, and...
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Sorry for the lack of updates, but shit happens. Especially to me. God (and the game devs) well and truly hate me. Mom wants an affidavit.
"It is not possible to travel faster then light, and not desirable, as one's hat keeps falling off." - Woody Allen
Soul crushing family manipulation, and...
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beledi:
Get out of bed and go outside. I bet you'll feel better. Maybe not less lonely, but better. It's pretty nice out there.
vivid:
ha .. you should hear my leeloo ramblings. Im pretty good.
I want a Fifth Element wedding ... =D
I want a Fifth Element wedding ... =D
Perhaps it's the full moon that's messing with you. I know that it was messing with me this week.