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Joisey

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Saturday Apr 17, 2004

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I never do an entry on a Saturday but why not break norm. Sooo much to say.

Tax Day has come and gone. People filing their returns at the last minute standing on lines like drones to pay back the federalies money that they deserve to keep. Others sitting in Tax Offices having overpriced part time accountants tell them they owe money or getting a refund. Tricking the unsuspecting fool to get an advance return loan just so the person gets the money back.

As for me...I did it myself and did it on the 15th. Started by 9:30 done by 2 and even filed online. It was great.... and I am getting money back.

My interview went well. I have another one tuesday hopefully i get one of these jobs butI will continue looking this week. Must work, must make money to buy things and to get my film made....

Thursday afternoon a person i speek to frequently told me she was committing suicide and even said goodbye. I tried to talk her out of it butI had to go. Then that night I found out she did it frown I never met her but have talked to her for years andI truly felt bad. Really hit me hard that I couldnt help her. THat I couldnt save her life.

Friday, my grandfather got sick and as always I had to save the day and get him help. They took him to the hospital and when i got home I got an IM from the person who "died" she said she left a note and ran away from everyone cause shewanted to hurt people. Sooo much pain and soo muchlost. She even wanted to hurt me. She told me her mom's bf abuses her and I told her to get help. She was ready to run again but luckily her ex bf came to the house( i told him to). I hope she forgives me... I know i've thought bout the whole death and suicide thing but a part of me can never go through it. My Darkside says " Come on Quinn, you have too much pain to inflict on others first." ----> yes conscious sounds maniacal sometimes but whatcha gonna do.

I saw kill bill last night. It was alright, ironically i tolerated it much better then vol 1. my friends thought it was too drawn out i felt the same but thats just me. I also realized most fans are not going to like it because not enough action.

Afterward, since it was a friends birthday we went to hooters. HAHAHAHAHA..MMMM NOTHING LIKE SEEING THE FEMALE FORM. But alas I cannot go to hooters without thinking of RAISINS...... I started laughing and saying HI, WELCOME TO RAISINS....

Beautiful day today in Joisey and hopefully a warm weekend. Thats it...

VIEW 23 of 23 COMMENTS
smuffy:
Holy shit. Where have you been?
Apr 27, 2004
dropdeadred:
suicide ... My friend died recently. The hardest thing is knowing she'll never get a chance to rise above all the shit surrounding her. See, I get so teary eyed thinking about it.

Hey read Maxim this month? They really bash New Jersey. Who can blame them? frown
Apr 27, 2004

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