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5 years ago on this date I joined Suicidegirls.com

I've seen the Good...the bad...the ugly...

Met some good people I still keep in touch with...

Lost a lot of friends along the way...Made friendships that started and ended before a full year....Lost friendships that took years to grow and were destroyed with just mere words....

And Here I am now...thinking...WhaT DA HELL AM I STILL HERE FOR??????

I mean....is it the Girls and sets???? not really

I mean is it the Boards.....rarely if never go on them...

I mean is it the members....meh, i'm down to maybe a good 15 or 20 people i talk to regularly and cut that in half i talk to off of SG...

I mean the groups????....True I like my groups I manage, but hell I've left some groups because of the drama.

So Really...WHAT DA HELL am I STILL DOING HERE????