I've been sparring with an episode of insomnia for the past 2 weeks or so. It's not a regular thing, but the insomnia comes and goes as it pleases. All I've done to keep me entertained through these sleepless nights is to binge watch Arrow, which is surprising to me. I was never really into it, it seemed boring. It's kinda odd though, because I'm into Flash and Legends of Tomorrow so I figured "What the Hell? Let's give it a shot". I'm still not too into it, but I did fall in love with Felicity Smoak to the point that I would love to find myself someone like her (yeah right, that's gonna happen lol). It's something to watch and keep me entertained rather than have to think about the fact that I have nothing to do on the week that my son is with his mother (50/50 custody, which means he's with me a week on, week off). My best friend and his fiancee just had a baby so I don't really have anyone to go out with like I used to before all that, and I've been single since December. Guess you could say my social life is non existent at the moment.....

After my last breakup, I looked back and realized that I spent the majority of the past 4 years being a serial monigamist (or at least that's how I saw and felt about myself) so when I ended up single again in December, I realized I needed to spend some time alone. I'm learning to enjoy my own company and be happy with being single, which is not easy when you're the type of person that really enjoys being with someone, but I'm getting there. In retrospect, I made some bad choices in the people that I allowed into my life these past 4 years, which pretty much means I spent a lot of time being morose. Lessons learned as everyone so dearly likes to say, but I prefer the words of my favorite Doctor: The deep and lovely dark, we'd never see the stars without it.... Lol now I'm trying to get poetic with Doctor who quotes that so aptly seem to describe my feelings quite often.

Anyway, back to reality. I've been itching for another tattoo. I've gotta get my right arm finished so I can start working on the other one, which won't happen any time soon since my friend/tattoo artist won't be back in the shop til late June/early July since she's about to have a baby. What a bummer, but I guess it'll be worth the wait. I guess that's about all the random rant I have in me tonight. I'll save more for another sleepless night lol.