decembermarie

Lielock is right. I don't understand so I will say nothing more on the subject.

Thanks for understanding that you truly don't understand unless you've been there lol. I just hate when people gimme this whole "you need to get help" thing when they don't really know what it's like. I know they have good intentions, and thats appreciated, but it's something I have to deal with on my own.

And LieLock, to me cutting just calms me down when I get upset and panicky, once I'm calm I feel like I can think clearer and work my problems out, so I dont feel its a replacement to dealing with the issues.

Hey I dont know how to help with this but..I know there is hope and u can be free from the cutting. go here

www.twloha.com these are real stories of people who have cut themselves before but been freed from it..rescue is posssible

Not knowing the whole background and other significant things I can't offer a lot in the way of advice. But all I can say is the situation isn't worth getting yourself in a mess over. Do as I do and go out and make people your friends.

Otherwise, take care of yourself. Super Geoff Hugs!

It sucks. One cheated on me with 7 guys, a few of which were my friends. Another one left me for my best friend. Part of why I've been increasingly hermit-like. Just pick up the pieces, don't mope too much, or it will drag you down. Like it did me. Or maybe there's no way around that.

There are good guys out there hun...Don't feel bad about what you did... better he show you his true colors now than in a worse situation. It sucks though but you did the right thing. What goes around comes around and he will get whats coming to him one day and look back and see what you did was right... dont worry...itll all be good..Life has its ups and downs itsnormal..you'll bounce back and find even better friends. when ever you get down, pop in some bob marley and just chill..You cant be depressed listening to Bob Marley-Timmy

OMG please dont cut yourself....that hurts my heart that you did that. Friends will hurt you..Im sorry that happened ... My friends have done that to me and it feels like I didnt even exist. I dont know all the answers but what you can do and what helped me is to write down all your feelings about yourself on paper( good and bad) and figure out if they are legitimate feelings. Friends will hurt you and forsake you ...if you have anyone you feel comfortable talking to and you trust please talk to them and tell them everything you feel.

-Timmy

I just let go of my algebra class. It was liberating. I signed up for table tennis instead, which I feel I will benefit from much more.

Well whatever you choose to let go of I hope it benefits you more than it causes you pain and problems.

lol luckily I don't get hangovers and I never puke. I'm just trying to get through the drama one day at a time.

At least it was a bottle of Absolut. It could have been a bottle of McCormick's.

Yeah but we hadn't known each other long and now he thinks I'm just like every other "friend" hes lost

I'm so sorry doll, but there's nothing you can do, or nothing you should do. It sounds like he was the one who betrayed you. Don't beat yourself up. <3

Looking lovely my dear.

Hmmm...on closer inspection, I think they actually look perfect

That sounds to be a confusing situation. But at the end of the day always go with what is going to be best for you whatever that may be.

I'm worried about you hon...we haven't talked in a while....

Awww that sucks. Would love to help you out, if your still not back when I next get paid I will get you a membership fora few months.

It'll be ok baby doll