I feel awful. I'm with Brian. I love Brian. Things are tough but we work through them. But here's the thing...I've been having alot of dreams about my ex. In these dreams, I leave Brian for him. I wake up missing him and I beat myself up because Brian is laying next to me and I feel like I'm cheating on him. My relationship with...
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semiretiredpunk:
You a cutie. :*
decembermarie:
thanks 
So whats new with me you ask? Well not a whole lot. I threw Brian a birthday party Sunday. It was supposed to be asurprise but we got in a fight last week cuz he thought I was hiding things from him, so I admitted to it. Most of my spectacular plans for October have fallen through. My best friend April's birthday is on Oct...
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aesirr:
Damn my dear, hope things start to get better real soon.
semiretiredpunk:
That's too bad, except for the /\/ I \/\. I wanted to go a couple days later, but can't really afford the trip to Nashville a week before I go to Chicago.
So I met the girl of my dreams today....
Okay not really. I just logged onto SG and this girl caught my eye and her set took my breathe away. She's so beautiful that there aren't even words to explain it. Her name is Moxi Suicide <3
Moxi
Okay not really. I just logged onto SG and this girl caught my eye and her set took my breathe away. She's so beautiful that there aren't even words to explain it. Her name is Moxi Suicide <3
Moxi
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painunbound:
Now that would be some hot girl on girl action 
Can I watch?
Can I watch?
decembermarie:
hehe why of course and thanks so much AesirR for the compliment!
and thanks so much AesirR for the compliment!Rough night. Car broke down at the gas station (apparently my battery won't hold a charge so i have to buy a new one which i have no money for). The job hunting has got me nowhere. Brian and I have applied at soooo many places and gotten zero callbacks. The places we called back say they don't need anyone currently. We've even applied at...
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semiretiredpunk:
If you don't know how to change a battery:
If you do, I just wasted all that time typing all that. Good luck.
decembermarie:
haha yes i know how to change the battery but thanks for the help. I just didn't have the money to buy one.
Wow I haven't blogged in almost a month..well things have been good. Brian and I are officially together again and I'm very happy with that. I've been under so much stress though...I have bills to pay and no way to do it. I've been putting in sooo many job apps but no callbacks. I also have 2 weeks to come up with $200 for some...
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Life's been crazy. Things are insane with my ex. We're definitely good friends but the rest of the details are kinda blurry. But I'm happy with how things are and where our relationship has gone. I've forgiven him for what happened because he has shown me time and time again that he's truly sorry for what he did. I dunno what's gonna happen but I...
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aesirr:
Well it sounds to be the good sorta crazy at least. Hope it stays that way.
heathslater:
Hey, I think things might work out for you guys in the end. You should be proud of yourself for forgiving him.
So I've been alot better lately. I'm moving on from Brian. He and I are actually okay now. A close friend of mine lives with him so the fact that there's not that awkwardness between him and I helps alot. Life's been crazy. May car has broken down 3 times in the past week. Everytime I get one part fixed, another, goes out. It's awful....
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aesirr:
I wish you lots of luck. One of the reasons Im glad I don't drive is things like that happening, thank goodness for public transport.
semiretiredpunk:
Good luck.
Sorry I haven't been as active as usual. I'm going through a horrible breakup. It's the first serious thing since Jesse...over a year ago. One of my friends is the catalyst in this breakup. She wanted Brian from the start. She told me she had a crush on him but I didn't think she'd do anything about it. He swore he only loved me. Things...
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semiretiredpunk:
Hugs. Strange, something very similar happened to me a couple years ago. I've been single since.
aesirr:
I'm sorry to hear that my dear. Geoff Hugs!
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aesirr:
You're looking really good.
painunbound:
Kick ass doll, especially the first one and the last two.
But I hope everything is alright my dear.
She's still on my MySpace...