Life sucks. I'm sick as hell with pneumonia, pretty much lost a job interview I went to friday because i don't have the experience they want and now I have a BULLSHIT $229 speeding ticket. I dunno what I'm gonna do. I have no job, I can't even pay for food. I'm literally doing my grocery shopping at Dollar Tree. Last week Brians ex best friend/ ex roommate attacked me and then when we left the house for the night, broke into our room and stole our big jar of change we've been saving up for gas/food emergencies and broke several items. And to top it off when Brian and I got home last night, we lost power to our lil section of the house. We flip the breaker and it comes on for about 30 minutes before flipping again. So our food in the fridge isn't going to last long and the only way we can see/charge our phones is an extension cord we rigged up to run from the other end of the house where his brother lives. We are now sleeping in the freezing cold with no heater. Ugh everything is falling apart. I just lay here and cry most of the time. I've put in 18 job apps this month so far...no callbacks. I can't survive like this. I'm desperate for a job, hell I'll even flip burgers part time just as long as I can pay my bills and have food and heat. I'm going crazy. I'm sorry guys but I just needed to vent.
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Hugs.
I find cheap beer helps sometimes.
I've been working in a kitchen now now for 2 years and have skills and experience. Figured this would be the easiest job search I've had to do. Especially working in an independent place working primarily from scratch, you'd think the chains would want me since Im more experienced than they got. And all the calls I've been getting are for two days a week or for part time wait staff. Thats not on my list of skills.
And the interveiw I had the other day, really got me down cause I expected to walk away from the whole thing with a job, now Im waiting on a call. SIGH*