I'm so completely and utterly disappointed in him right now. Carrying on a relationship with someone who has a boyfriend, and worse than anything neither of them feel bad about it. "WE both tried our best to hold back" is NOT an excuse. Cheating one thing that kills me. I've lost two close friends over that shit because both friends were cheating on their significant others and they both got pissed cuz I told their signifacnt others and I don't feel bad at all about it cuz I DESPISE cheating. I've been cheated on and I know how much it hurts therefore I will NEVER do it and I see absolutely no excuse for it.
More than anything I'm so hurt that he would do something like that. He went from one of my best friends, someone I loved and trusted, someone who swore he was always the nice guy and now he's just like every other guy. We're all human, we make mistakes but to repeatedly do it and not even feel bad about it...is disgusting. Karma's a bitch and he's gonna get his one day. I just hate how I feel right now. I hate that he did that. I hate that he was the one who kept me going on...he made me believe there were good guys out there. When evewyone else hurt me, he was my rock. I hate that he was such a big part of my life and soemtimes the only thing to keep me from just ending it all. I had so much love and respect for him and it's all gone...of course I still care, that doesn't go away but I can't even talk to him without getting hurt and pissed.
More than anything I'm so hurt that he would do something like that. He went from one of my best friends, someone I loved and trusted, someone who swore he was always the nice guy and now he's just like every other guy. We're all human, we make mistakes but to repeatedly do it and not even feel bad about it...is disgusting. Karma's a bitch and he's gonna get his one day. I just hate how I feel right now. I hate that he did that. I hate that he was the one who kept me going on...he made me believe there were good guys out there. When evewyone else hurt me, he was my rock. I hate that he was such a big part of my life and soemtimes the only thing to keep me from just ending it all. I had so much love and respect for him and it's all gone...of course I still care, that doesn't go away but I can't even talk to him without getting hurt and pissed.
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semiretiredpunk:
It sucks. One cheated on me with 7 guys, a few of which were my friends. Another one left me for my best friend. Part of why I've been increasingly hermit-like. Just pick up the pieces, don't mope too much, or it will drag you down. Like it did me. Or maybe there's no way around that.
the_timmy:
There are good guys out there hun...Don't feel bad about what you did... better he show you his true colors now than in a worse situation. It sucks though but you did the right thing. What goes around comes around and he will get whats coming to him one day and look back and see what you did was right... dont worry...itll all be good..Life has its ups and downs itsnormal..you'll bounce back and find even better friends. when ever you get down, pop in some bob marley and just chill..You cant be depressed listening to Bob Marley-Timmy