Sunday Apr 20, 2008

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I'm so unhappy. My friends just don't give a shit. There were only a couple people I really trusted and both have hurt me severely this week. One's not speaking to me and the other I can't bring myself to talk to because I'm so hurt. I feel like I'm part of some cruel joke like these people told me they loved and then laugh at me and yell "sike!" Like it was all a game to hurt me. I cut myself for the first time in a long time. I just couldnt hold back anymore. It felt so good to do it again. I dunno what to do anymore.
the_timmy:
OMG please dont cut yourself....that hurts my heart that you did that. Friends will hurt you..Im sorry that happened ... My friends have done that to me and it feels like I didnt even exist. I dont know all the answers but what you can do and what helped me is to write down all your feelings about yourself on paper( good and bad) and figure out if they are legitimate feelings. Friends will hurt you and forsake you ...if you have anyone you feel comfortable talking to and you trust please talk to them and tell them everything you feel.

-Timmy

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