I made a mistake. It shouldn't have been a mstake, it should have been great. If only I could stop thinking about the past. My heart is aching for something, someone. I just want it all to go away.
altamedic:
the only way it will go away is with time, and even then it will not be totally gone. trust that from someone who has been there, done that, and still going thru it. all one can suggest is to smile, and try to find something that will help take your mind off of it.