decayingyouth

Well Ive decided that Im going to rejoin. I had a horribly sweet conversion with iriseyes the convinced me to stay. Ive been planning to update a few days ago to let everyone know but things have been pretty crazy.

My grandmother is back in the hospital (one of the crazy things). I went to visit her on Saturday. It was a very saddening visit. My grandmother wasnt looking to well, she looked really pale and the small task made her completely loss her breathe. The hard part of the visit was watching my grandfather. He looked so lost and sad; it made me went to cry. Hes already lost one wife to illness; I can only imagine how hard this is for him. Other important aspects of my life seem almost trivial when compared to my worries about my grandmother.

Sunday, I want to a Dresden Dolls concert. Actually I went to two, a free all ages show at a record shop and then an 18 plus show at The Space (the best place for good concerts in Portland). I have some pictures of the Dresden dolls from the free show, I may post some.
Every one needs to go toregina Spektor and watch the only video there. Its so pretty.

I missed you all.



my main desktop has just had a total fucking melt down . I'm not a happy boy.