I woke up this morning, wrapped tightly in darkness and solitude, and I wanted to scream. I wanted to holler as loudly as I could. I needed to see if anyone could hear; if anyone would care. Would someone come to see what was wrong? Would someone see if they could make things better? I doubt anyone would. Ill admit the only people that could investigate why I was screaming would be my parents and why would they care.
Now in a more serious note, I woke up feeling like poo. I felt tired, achy and just not good. I feel a little better now that I received some much need caffeine. I need to finish my school work; I need to wrap this semester up. Once this semester is wrapped up, I can put a bow on it and give it to someone that would have made better use of it then me.
I think Ill do what I do best, spend money I dont have on things I dont need. I need more music.
I believe this holiday season will be a sad one. The closer Christmas gets the sadder and emptier I feel. One the plus side of things Im saving a lot of money because of the lack of girlfriend and close friends. I may use this extra money to fly to Germany. So I need crazy cheap tickets, any idea of where to look?
The other day a friend told me I should be a bad boy to get a girl. That has to be the funniest thing Ive heard. Me a bad boy, thats like Hello Kitty having a bad attitude. So if I start smoking crack and stealing cars and raping kittens, women would like me. That makes no sense to me. Is there any ladys out that like a good guy?