decayingyouth

LOVE Sucks

Well, its day three of the break up with my girlfriend and somehow Im still alive. The first two days I thought that I was going to die, but some how Im still here. Ive done a whole a lot of nothing today, I couldnt focus long enough to do anything productive. I guess Ill be doing a lot of homework later. I got a surprise phone call today from a friend. It was nice to hear from her, but I think she was trying to flirt/hit on me. I think would have been flattered if I wasnt just dumped. I guess the other major factor is that this friend caused some problem with me and my now ex-Girlfriend. Ill admit that I also helped causes the problems but I tried to fix them. But apparently no amount of duck tape or super glue will help a wounded heart. Why do I care so much about my girlfriend leaving me? Some times I just wish I could be one of those tough guys that can just get over a girl. Sometimes I wonder if my ex-girlfriend still thinks of me or wonders if she made a mistake. Why do I want this girl back, she drove me nuts. On a side note, Im starting to wonder when Ill start sleeping normally again. Who needs sleep?