Well, this is pretty messed up, but my girlfriend breakup with me the Saturday. I know that me and her had are fair share of issues but wow. I just feel horrible. I know that my girlfriend and I have talked about breaking up before and it all sounded logical, but does love really have anything to do with logic. So now it appears that Im alone, without many friends. I have one close friend, which by the way Ive treated pretty badly for the last two years. My other friend is really busy and we never really got close. So Im heartbroken and alone. I have nothing to take my mind of this breakup. Sometimes I just want to win my now ex-girlfriend back, but I dont see that happening. This is all just really messed up. The only way that I think I could ever win my now ex-girlfriend back is by asking her to marry me, which Im not sure if thats the wisest move I could do. Why does breaking up hurt so much? I guess the thing I need to do is try to make friends, and Im afraid Ive lost that recipe. Now back to my whole ex-girlfriend thing. I think the thing that really hurt me was that the day we break up, we received three roses from a guy. That was like having my heart ripped out with BBQ tongs. The all the mental questions started popping up in my head. Who sent the flowers? Why would send her flowers unless shes been getting buddy-buddy to them? Why would someone send her flower at home if they know she was dating someone? Who called her those few times when she got a little weird and walking away into other rooms? Its really messed up and I dont like it.
sixothree:
don't do something drastic like propose to her just to get her back. there's a reason she broke up with you, remember? seems like she was cheating. you're too sweet to suspect it though... like i said, be strong honey! and if you need a friend, i'm only 20 minutes away!! 