decayingyouth

I went shopping with my mother to L.L Bean. I bought a something and when I got home I noticed it was break, Im not happy. I guess I need to go back up there soon. Next week is my friends and my vacation. That translates to Im going to PA to visit with her family. It may be fun this time. I need to call Sarah and see if shes still willing to work for me at the cascades flea market next weekend. I hope she says yes, it would be extra money for her and extra money has never hurt anyone. I finished my book Eragon and now I have nothing else to read, I need to find something to read. Its funny that I have nothing to read, I sell books at flea market and I have nothing to read. I just think Im picky. I noticed that I dont write poetry for fear on my girlfriend hiding it. Its weird sometimes I think I live in fear of my girlfriend. I should trade her in and get a nicer model. Its just that I care for her that makes everything hard. I need to get things done. I am so a lazy bastard. Small rant begins here > ok, so Im going to Pa with my Girlfriend, that a Good thing(I think). However because my luck is bad the movie That Ive been waiting to see for like 2 months is going to be playing at the Movies on Exchange only for the one Week that Ill be done. That just rubs me the wrong way, but what can I do. END rant.