debaucher

Back to Dungaree High... University of Oslo that is, if I'm not accepted at the University of Copenhagen then... I'll find out pretty soon, word on the street it's this week... bah...?
My plan for this summer was to get out of Oslo (go home) and rest, even fix, my head, "recharge my batteries" if you like. Problem's it didn't quite turn out like this, I'm weary, and feelin' sick
I didn't arrange with a job this summer due to "my plan", too depressed to even think about working, now I don't know... since all, this far, has been wasted, I could just as well been working. 'Cause that's the problem you see; I need to get away, not back to Oslo, not stay with my parents like I'm doing now, but to some "place in the sun". It's expensive being poor... had some time to read though... Auster, Borges, Tolstoj, about philosophy and "thinkers", etc... if it only was as impressive as it might seem.
Going to Stockholm tomorrow, at least that's something. But, and there's a big "but" in this, I'm going with my parents (I'm 21...)...
One last thing; isn't it weird how all these ghosts from the past keep appearing?