Hey hey
In my last blogged I asked if we rely on relationships too much. A week ago my question was answered, yes we do.
I'm not made for living or being alone, so much of my life is built around doing things for others that Im at a loss of what to do. No one to buy presents, no one to tidy the house for.
I'm scared and alone and I don't like it.
I was very wrong about a lot of things and its hard accepting that, I do wish I could change. But I can't, so I guess I just have to get on with it.
Work are being utter shits as well, I was told I needed to take time off so they gave me work to do in the evenings and at the weekend. What the fuck. Maybe it is time to move on.
Lonely me
xx
In my last blogged I asked if we rely on relationships too much. A week ago my question was answered, yes we do.
I'm not made for living or being alone, so much of my life is built around doing things for others that Im at a loss of what to do. No one to buy presents, no one to tidy the house for.
I'm scared and alone and I don't like it.
I was very wrong about a lot of things and its hard accepting that, I do wish I could change. But I can't, so I guess I just have to get on with it.
Work are being utter shits as well, I was told I needed to take time off so they gave me work to do in the evenings and at the weekend. What the fuck. Maybe it is time to move on.
Lonely me
xx
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
melissabird:
This question has nothing to do with your blog but: is your username inspired by the song "Debaser" by the Pixies?
roxiebeee:
<3 you're gonna get through it. no one was made for living alone. we all need somebody. we all need love. whether it be from a good friend, family member, or lover we need someone to take care of/ to take care of us.
