Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

deathtoforls

Washington, D.C.

Member Since 2005

Followers 156 Following 97

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Saturday Jul 09, 2005

Jul 9, 2005
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
At what point does becoming anti-social become terribly unhealthy? Is it when you feel deeply discordant with all life forms, or just when you cease to leave the house? Lately I live on Limewire and SG...I would like to go out, but why bother, I'll just get myself into trouble most likely. That, and I feel absolutely no connection with anyone at all. Of course the whole no money no job thing is equally damaging to the social life. Applied for a job with the census today...have to go take some dumbass test on Monday to prove I am not autistic. Should be a blast.

I wonder what my dear friend in Houston is doing. I don't like all these fuckin feelings. They were never supposed to be, and yet somehow here they are. Am I fooling myself into feeling something because I feel an affinity for this individual? I hate the confusion yet thrive on it. Sickening.

What the fuck are we anyway? I don't pretend to know...maybe I don't want to know. Fuck...I need to get the hell outta my own head for a bit.

Feelin the SG love like a mofogator this evening, which is lovely, but no substitute for actual human interaction. I feel like a cat chasing a string that is perpetually out of reach. Hmm...hmm...yeah.

I gotta get the fuck outta here. I just need to go, so I'm going. And if those bitches used up all the gas in my car, I may have to shoot someone, or just walk a very long distance.
VIEW 13 of 13 COMMENTS
ericdravyn:
Ahhh... the Blackberry... if we could only hack it from afar... love ARRR!!!
Jul 10, 2005
ericdravyn:
I was kinda hoping for naughty messages and saucy photos... hmmm... love ARRR!!!
Jul 10, 2005

More Blogs

  • 01.30.07
    4

    Tuesday Jan 30, 2007

    Negativity...and whatnot Yes, for those of you who don't know me v…
  • 01.10.07
    5

    Wednesday Jan 10, 2007

    I'm very bored right now. My head hurts. I'd like to be cleaning my p…
  • 01.08.07
    2

    Monday Jan 08, 2007

    Who wants to be a Douchebag! There are some of you on here I've kn…
  • 12.24.06
    4

    Sunday Dec 24, 2006

    Merry Christmas My mom just informed me that this will be a "token…
  • 11.19.06
    13

    Sunday Nov 19, 2006

    I just had the most incredible weekend of my entire life. There's no …
  • 11.16.06
    12

    Thursday Nov 16, 2006

    Read More
  • 11.15.06
    1

    Wednesday Nov 15, 2006

    Just take it all...now please I finally got the balls to have my h…
  • 11.13.06
    4

    Monday Nov 13, 2006

    For the majority of my life I've felt a much stronger sense of connec…
  • 11.13.06
    2

    Monday Nov 13, 2006

    Grow the fuck up. Perhaps I should have waited to find out how my …
  • 10.31.06
    8

    Tuesday Oct 31, 2006

    I finally saw a shrink. Thank fucking god. Perhaps it will all fall i…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
8
months
26
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,593 SuicideGirls
  • 1,123,960 followers
  • 14,912,794 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,373,207 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo