deathtoforls

Hi everyone. The last few days have been utterly exhausting, what with me staying trashed to avoid reality. Got to see one of my favorite people, who kind enough to drive up and check on me, keep me distracted, and enlighten me with some movies and music- thank you my dear. Thanks to everyone for EVERYTHING. GG-thanks for keeping tabs on me, I'm sorry I've been such a flaky bastard. Heard from my dad's friend...Apparently my father did not have a will, so everything is going through probate, which means the state of Florida will take 50% of the proceeds after selling his estate. This frankly sucks, because I don't want anything more than to know the house he built for my mother and I to live in 25 years ago wont be bulldozed and turned into an Exxon or Walgreens, or something equally lame. Got to see the pics from my family's trip to Florida finally. There are some excellent ones of my dad. Broke my heart to see them, he had changed quite a bit since I'd last seen him. I wish I had the energy to do something, like see the 2tons show and hang out with Steph and Justin, but I'm beat. Emotionally tapped. So tonight will be yet another night of drunkenness, though Emo's will not be my venue of choice. I believe I have reservations for me and my bottle and a nestle crunch bar in a place I like to call bed.


May 1, 1944 - June 25, 2005