deathtoforls

Arghhhh. Too much tequila last night damnit. Tonight is Spoon. I'm DYING to go, but damned if I'm not reconsidering because I hate going out alone. I always drink too much, because I'm antisocial like that and must be drunk if forced to mingle with dozens of strangers. Adderall has definitely not helped my social life. It makes me too damn impulsive, but doesnt really help me connect with people. I find myself trying to actually listen to what they're saying while thinking 5,000,000 different thoughts simultaneously. I'm tired, hungover, ended up passing out on the floor at a friends. Funtimes, indeed.