deathtoforls

Oh, what a long long long night it was.....I am an awful daughter and grand daughter. Since I hadnt slept in well over 48 hours as of 8 am yesterday morning, I totally meesed up mothers day plans by crashing and being unable to be roused. So, after my grandmother thoroughly guilt tripped me and reducued me to tears, I headed out to have dinner with a friend. The night started badly at my house, improved dramatically over dinner, and completely sucked once I arrived at work. I walked into a shit storm of patients, none of whom should have been alive. Funny how some people euthanize their pets for the stupidest reasons, and then you have the crowd that wants to spend thousands of dollars treating only to prolong the suffering and agony in a hopeless case. As a child, I hated school with such a passion that I used to wish I was a dog, but as an adult, I see so many animals that are abused and neglected, and just wish I could go back to being ignorant and naive. Went on a 22 mile hike on Saturday and that has been the highlight of my week thus far. Wish I had more days off to spend as I please, but just knowing I don't have to be back at work until Wednesday night is relief enough. And now I have the whole day to sleep, so sleep I will Oh yeah, and saw Uncle Goddamn...which is twisted as fuck....sorta like an episode of Springer but much much more depressing in a tragically funny sense