deathtoforls

Hiya Bitches!!!

So, I'm drunk. Really fucking drunk. Tonight was the work "Christmas" party, which I had to work for, so I went out afterward and got trashed with the already trashed employees at an afterhours bar. Can I just say me+gin and tonic+men=bad news. I end up making out withj some total stranger in an alley behind the bar...my friends ditch me there, I can't find a ride home, and some strange dudes keep offering me rides home. Ummmm...nope. So, I find myself in tears outside a coffeehouse in Adams Morgan hoping to god and whoever else for a fucking ride home. Needless to say, I got a ride back to my car at work, but here I sit, completely drunk and in tears.
Its the fuckin holidays, I miss my family, I miss someone special...I miss everything familiar and awesome. This fucking town is insane and phoney, and fuck it all when I'm about to just rip my hair out from misery. I havent eaten in 3 days...I drink a lot though...go me...I'm a f'ing alcoholic. So, yeah, everythings good and all, just...not...or maybe it is. I couldnt judge, as I'm drunk. ughhhh