Spent the last 3 days drawing for almost 12 hours each day and even managed to get in an hour of night swimming 2 days in a row. Broke my diet, or rather shattered it. Seems I'm just not cut out to be a carnivore. I kept envisioning my dogs every time I bit into a hunk of meat, and I decided eating critters isn't...
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Jebus christ...just got home from work, hehe. And might I say, BlueValentine and her baked goods rawk some serious ass. Could there be a better boss? No, I think not. Could there be a better cheesecake? HELL NO!
As if it wasn't bad enough I was late (by three fucking hours), I kept getting phone calls. Apparently, she is such a badass that she didn't...
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As if it wasn't bad enough I was late (by three fucking hours), I kept getting phone calls. Apparently, she is such a badass that she didn't...
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rsrodz:
hey, i see you're online, how's it going? is there anyway to set up a chat window?
shawn_:
I saw you camera and just wanted to say hi.
So what's a gal to do when bored with insomnia? Play around with Adobe Illustrator and some crappy pics of course. Honestly, I know shit about computers, and even less about illustrator, but it is damn fun to fuck around with. I should be sleeping because tomorrow is a big day of cleaning and cooking with BlueValentine...but of course what I should do and what...
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fraktalpaul:
ooooohhhh you evil minx. not playing fair. not at all.
sonofabeach:
Your new pics make me laugh, the end. 
I am slanty eyed this morning er, afternoon. I went back to sleep after writing last time for another many hours. I seem to sleep an excessive amount after I stay up for so long. I think I've hit 30+ hours of sleep at this point. I can finally think straight, well, semi-straight anyhow. I was going to go swimming, but putting a bathing suit...
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juno106:
whats so traumatic about a bathing suit?
sandman3030:
My bags are packed, when do i leave.
Just awoke from approx 20 hours sleep, fragmented sleep, but feeling much better. This past week has been toilsome and profoundly depressing yet highly irritating. I'm starting to wonder if SSRI's might not be a swell idea for a brief period. My initial thoughts after my father died were that I should be feeling massive amounts of anguish, but almost a month later I think...
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fraktalpaul:
Is your email link through SG working? It keeps giving me the rejection notice and you *know* how I take rejection. 
This morning's cup of blueberry tea brought about some very unsatisfactory nostalgia. Perhaps that is too dismissive a term, as it sent me catapulting into torrents of sorrow heavily laced with shame.
Over a decade has passed and yet I still remember with astonishing and nauseating clarity the events I strive so hard to deny.
This method of self torture or masochism if you will...
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Over a decade has passed and yet I still remember with astonishing and nauseating clarity the events I strive so hard to deny.
This method of self torture or masochism if you will...
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noctambulist:
Journal now updated, Your Grace. Hope it was worth the wait.
In other news, Ericdravyn just took lead in the SG Pseudo-Intellectual of the Year competition. Sweet mother of God. That has to be the most forced, nonsensical Art of War drop I've seen in quite some time, and unfortunately I see quite a few. I think maybe the extraneous graphic is what really sets it apart from other equally-tortured applications I've seen.
For the last time, people: If you simply -must- impress us with your passing knowledge of Daoist canon, please reference "Tao Te Ching," not the "Art of War." Its scope is much wider and thus almost certainly more applicable to whatever it is you're talking about. It's also much more oblique, which is actually a good thing; it means that when you try to force Lao Tzu randomly into a conversation, there's a chance it might work by sheer accident.
Please stop raping the Art of War. Leave it alone, gah!
In other news, Ericdravyn just took lead in the SG Pseudo-Intellectual of the Year competition. Sweet mother of God. That has to be the most forced, nonsensical Art of War drop I've seen in quite some time, and unfortunately I see quite a few. I think maybe the extraneous graphic is what really sets it apart from other equally-tortured applications I've seen.
For the last time, people: If you simply -must- impress us with your passing knowledge of Daoist canon, please reference "Tao Te Ching," not the "Art of War." Its scope is much wider and thus almost certainly more applicable to whatever it is you're talking about. It's also much more oblique, which is actually a good thing; it means that when you try to force Lao Tzu randomly into a conversation, there's a chance it might work by sheer accident.
Please stop raping the Art of War. Leave it alone, gah!
heterochromia:
How are you doing, hon? 
So many thoughts run through this weary head of mine lately. I can't seem to wrap my brain around the concept of love and relationships, and their many inner workings. The desire to attach myself to another is overwhelming at times, and completely lacking an equal amount of time. I cannot fathom trusting anyone enough to fully open my heart to the prospects of such...
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yuriel:
caffienell work fine and vicodin doenst do much for the heart.
sides id be knocked out for days if i survived at all
tjhanks for the offer though
sides id be knocked out for days if i survived at all
tjhanks for the offer though
bluevalentine:
i have dinner and a movie with the ex husband today. I told my friend Jake I'd take him for dinner tomorrow. Maybe I can talk him into something thai-esque
I am a lamer beyond belief. Stayed up all night fuckin around on here, and decided to reschedule my census interview/test for Wednesday. What a fag I am. Oh yeah, and the 'ol cell phone bill somehow went from $300 to $401.11....Hmmm, I fuckin hate T-mobile. They suck balls, and not in a good way 
Other developments:
Have an interview with a petsitting service later...
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Other developments:
Have an interview with a petsitting service later...
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guitargeek:
Well, I like your ass just the way it is. If you want it smaller, that's fine too.
You're beautiful either way.
You're beautiful either way.
sandman3030:
What is wrong? I saw you on cam and you look like you where crying. Are you ok? I hate to see girls cry. 
Howdy all. It's been a strange weekend indeed. I just arrived home from taking Fat Al and Moto over to BlueValentines (their new home). Bless you Blue, for all you've done for me. I know theyre in great hands, and so am not as torn up over their departure as I would be had they gone to a strangers home.
On the job front, I...
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honsolo:
good luck on the job, it's nice that something good happened to you finaly
Awww camming is always fun in the morning
Awww camming is always fun in the morning
french_frog:
how are you ? How is Austin ? super hot ?
you're kinda super star of the webcam, but everytime I see you I'm at work and I can't access to the chat because of the firewall.
you're kinda super star of the webcam, but everytime I see you I'm at work and I can't access to the chat because of the firewall.
At what point does becoming anti-social become terribly unhealthy? Is it when you feel deeply discordant with all life forms, or just when you cease to leave the house? Lately I live on Limewire and SG...I would like to go out, but why bother, I'll just get myself into trouble most likely. That, and I feel absolutely no connection with anyone at all. Of course...
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ericdravyn:
Ahhh... the Blackberry... if we could only hack it from afar... 
ericdravyn:
I was kinda hoping for naughty messages and saucy photos... hmmm...
I'm back from the land of lost souls, silicon tits, and H3's....also known as Dallas, or the 7th layer of hell as I like to affectionately refer to it.
My exodus into damnation began Monday when I agreed to chapparone my little brother to Dallas for a photography conference. I should never make decisions when sleep deprived...because I inevitably regret them once I have to...
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My exodus into damnation began Monday when I agreed to chapparone my little brother to Dallas for a photography conference. I should never make decisions when sleep deprived...because I inevitably regret them once I have to...
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variety:
Austin is the place to party, yes. And at times I do miss living there, but only at times. Not that San Antonio is any better, but I'd rather be there than Dallas... don't even start on Houston, YUCK 
trilobyte:
Yeah I noticed 
Aw shit. I'm getting my stuff together for my Dallas trip today. I'm just so fuckin excited about it, woofuckinhoo. So, I'm going to be outta the ol SG loop for a few days. I'll miss you crazy hobags. I will still be retrieving email via my piece o shit blackberry, in case someone dies or something, or anyone wants to get ahold of me...which...
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merkaba72:
.....scratch that last comment.
Incredibly, CUTE!
Incredibly, CUTE!
Whenever I see a muffin top in public, I want to run over to them and grab it while screaming "wheee!" I have no idea where that urge comes from, but it scares me...
don't worry about turning into that==no way.