Ok folks, I am broker than broke, so if one day you happen to notice my cell is turned off, and I no longer live in my SG journal, that's because I can no longer pay...at least for right now. If anyone has ANY ideas of how to make some quick cash, please do not hold back, I am willing to listen to all ideas,...
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bradleyoliver:
hopefully if i wake up in the morning...i will call you....i havent had coffee in for fucking ever
nail:
i'm in need of a navigator.
I will gladly trade anyone several digital albums of their choosing from my collection, which is pretty fucking vast, for Spoon's "I Turn my camera on" off the album Gimme Fiction. I NEED THIS SONG! It is quite appropriate for a comp cd I'm trying to finish, and I cannot find it anywhere unless I want to go to Waterloo and spend $15 on the...
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nox:
I've got it. :-)
The morning is fresh and balmy, I find myself as I usually do at this time, blueberry tea in hand and my head awhirl with nostalgia. Why is it blueberry tea does it every time? This time of the day almost makes me miss being married. Right now I'd be rolling over in bed, hiding deep inside the covers, trying to go back to sleep...
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spadez:
yeah currently I am so tired I could just pass out well at least I think so but now I can't cause I have to go face deadlines that are giving me that evil glare they do. Fucking deadlines... 
smooshfacedlion:
I'm crying right now. Kittens make me smile too.
[Edited on May 17, 2005 6:47PM]
[Edited on May 17, 2005 6:47PM]
Just got home from work and what a ballbuster of a night it was. Turns out my "punishment" for being late will be having to work a double shift on a Friday....which means I'll get there at 1:30 pm Friday and stay until 9 am Saturday. Fuck them, I LOVE working doubles...some punishment! And though I wont get paid overtime for the extra shift, I'll...
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nail:
i've spent almost the entire weekend in bed. i push muh self so hard last week i needed to shut down. i do feel rested now... just in time for roller derby! 
bradleyoliver:
fuck work........give work a big ol' fucking from me................im sorry to here about your incidents at work......i've been stuck here in mcallen since friday.....and i have no way of getting back to austin........so that stinks for me.....................eh..................im gonna wait for the whole star wars craze to calm down, and see it 2-3 weeks after the release date.......i want to go out doors dammit.....i need to get back to austin.......do you smoke pot? just asking..............man, i tossed and turned in bed from 3 to 8 in the morning....i hate insomnia...........i feel like poo...... well i will talk to you when im back in austin, either that or on here...or the phone..... 
adios
adiosEXHAUSTED, I can't sleep, I'm falling in love with numerous people, still searching for answers to meaningless questions, get my hopes up and smile only to remind myself this is reality, finding solace in the smiles of others, my eyes never sparkle so much as when I cry, pendulous tears microcosms of emotion, today is hard, tomorrow will be harder, bitterness pervades the sunshine in...
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nail:
i'll help ya sleep 
icarustar:
That's good prose. I felt that shit deep in here (pounding on solar plexus).
Take 20 deep breaths and I promise you''ll feel better. I tell myself that but I feel too stupid to slow down and breathe usually, but it really works. Or a benadryl, that helps too.
Take 20 deep breaths and I promise you''ll feel better. I tell myself that but I feel too stupid to slow down and breathe usually, but it really works. Or a benadryl, that helps too.
I fucked up again! Usually, I am the most dependable and responsible employee at my job, but not so as of late. Last night, after spending almost 40 hours awake, I decided to "nap" before work. I headed into the bedroom and wearily fell into bed at half past eight, knowing I would have to be at work by 11:30, knowing it was a bad...
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spadez:
sure thing I am installing it on my work maching right now...
teh_asspope:
Get better! No more vomiting!
hmm....I really dont sleep anymore. I am chronically exhausted yet convinced to sleep would be wasting precious time. Fuck sleep and food...I might as well be a robot. I'm terrified of waking up and finding myself 50 years old with no worthwhile memories. If only speed were a healthy habit, I'd be all over it. The ol Adderall for narcolepsy has reached worthless status. Not...
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jordanos:
so i will be towards austin this weekend. wanna get together? friday morning or afternoon. or anytime after sunday morning. zombie.
deathtoforls:
me con kittens
its decided...the spring rolls at Wanfu Too do not compare to Pho Oanh's, but being as theyre cheaper and open until 2am, my diet is about to consist of nothing but spring rolls. I am so tired of feeling hungry every 8 or so hours. Used to be, in my eating disorder glory days, I could go for 3 or 4 days on water alone,...
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jordanos:
wish i could help you out some. but i dont think i can. sucks.
it's a happy boring day...spent the evening sleeping when I should have been going out of town with a friend. Glad I slept...especially after the mothers day fiasco. Went by my grandmas to pick up a shirt before leaving town, and what do ya know, she acts like everythings fine. Hmmm....senility was working in my favor. So, here I sit, oh so bored, wishing I...
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teh_asspope:
Don't worry, sexy... I'll be there soon enough and we can get into all sorts of trouble.
Oh, what a long long long night it was.....I am an awful daughter and grand daughter. Since I hadnt slept in well over 48 hours as of 8 am yesterday morning, I totally meesed up mothers day plans by crashing and being unable to be roused. So, after my grandmother thoroughly guilt tripped me and reducued me to tears, I headed out to have dinner...
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jordanos:
22 mile hike? i dont believe it. and you didnt call me? 
ill more than likely be in austin this weekend.
ill more than likely be in austin this weekend.
bluevalentine:
Saw your mention of Lovejoys on the SG austin group.
You should come hang with us on Sunday.
And the current crush comment....is that a Belle and Sebastian shout out? If so, I *heart* you, as that is my favourite song of theirs.
You should come hang with us on Sunday.
And the current crush comment....is that a Belle and Sebastian shout out? If so, I *heart* you, as that is my favourite song of theirs.
Today I am determined to wear a scowl of resentment varnished in bitter hatred and defeat. The ex...called last night to let me know he had given my number to yet another friend of his that is interested in dating me...dating is a polite way to say fucking in this case. Well, apparently if someone wants to fuck me they ask the permission of my...
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menagerie:
Fuckin' A people are not nice.
Especially if you do them a favor., they turn around and fuck you.
I haven't been paid in like four months, so I feel you there
It's like I drive out to Manor to work for free. Nothing but red on the bank statement...
Especially if you do them a favor., they turn around and fuck you.
I haven't been paid in like four months, so I feel you there
It's like I drive out to Manor to work for free. Nothing but red on the bank statement...
bradleyoliver:
bitter blood...sorry for the shit storm of luck.....where do you work around?? i hope today is better for you, i texted you witha happy mamas day message.......thats fucked up about your ex....why would someone do that for an ex anyways....thats weird.............. and if that douche does come over....you rip him 3 new assholes....one for ME....ok....you dont have to do that......but that is still fucked up......... man it is raining like crazyness today.....i havent played in the rain in a long long time.......i wonder if it is warm..??........well im gonna go.....oh yeah....that was a crazy hike you were telling me about....i wish i hiked...the only time i hike is if i go to the springs with an ice chest of beer.......woo.....healthy...........well i will talk to you later sweet thang...haha.......adios
-bwadley
-bwadley