deathofadream

26 hours with no sleep, thats the last time i take my cousin's a.d.h.d pills. ::yawn:::

So its been whut 3 days, and i finally got to go bowling. I kicked major ass! Ahh it was fun, but not the walk home in the freezin cold lol. Anywho, not much been goin on, been sittin home watchin movies and bein a hermit pretty much. Not like anyone calls me or anything but whutta ya gonna do.

I desperately need a new...
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I have an incredible fuckin urge to go bowling for so long now and no one ever wants to go. i fuckin love bowling lol. People suck lol

Right now im waitin for my cuz corey to come pick me up and decided id do this thing. Not much has been goin down. Ive stood home since new years and its been kinda boring. I reconciled with my cuz kelly and we're kool now. My grandmother is home and is looking better given the circumstances. Im still chasin a lost cause with a...
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So i havent hung out with my cuz all week due to the confrontation we had which means ive been bored outta my tree all week. Hopefully i do something tonight. I wanna go skate but i dont feel like skatin by myself in the cold windy air. I dont know there isnt much to say. I guess imma go jump in the shower and...
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Hope everyone's christmas was good. Mine was fine. People managed to piss me the fuck off the day after christmas though, mainly my cuz and her daughter. Xmas night me my cuz nate and my cuz's daughter were talkiin online and she invited both me and my cuz nate to go to the mall with them when they came down from new hampshire. So nate...
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Ok so im back in mass as of last night and it fuckin sucks, i hate this fuckin state lol. I miss new hampshire already. I wish my mom and grandmother were all set money wise and health wise cuz then id just go fuckin live up there. Anywho, i took a bunch of pictures but im only goin to post a couple. If you...
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I gotta get the hell outta here for a bit. Ive been fucked up on valiums all week. I cant deal with this shit so im goin to new hampshire for a couple days to clear my head. The internet connection sucks where ill be stayin so i wont be on here for a while. So dont fret, in a couple days ill be back...
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A lil recap of the weekend. As some of you know, i posted about my grandmother bein in the hospital. Since that day i have been self medicated pretty much for 4 days now. Friday i chilled with my cuz, i cant exactly remember if we did anything friday. I believe we just watched a movie and that was it. Then i got the news...
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Today is not a great day.

My grandmother went to the hospital this morning. My mom got a call from my aunt with some not so good news.
Come to find out this christmas is probably gonna be like 2 christmas's ago. She was in the hospital cuz they found a tumor in her stomach, and now this christmas when my aunt called back she...
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