deathofadream

WOW! I am extremely bored. I spent the whole day inside my house. No work, uncle felt like sleeping haha. Thats one plus with workin with family lol

Right now im not doin much, just listenin to music. Currently the song playing is "hey jealousy" by the gin blossoms. Good song for a rather old one.

So there has been this girl thats been on my mind. And honestly I dont know whut to do. She's cute, but she's 19. Honestly its been so long since ive been with anyone, i dont know how to approach this lol.

Now im listenin to "collapse" by Saosin.

I dont know, It would be nice to hook up with her and finally be with someone instead of bein alone, but I guess im afraid of gettin hurt. You think 8 years would be enough time to let your guard down and persue happiness but my hearts conflicted i guess.

I will leave you with another picture lmao.

Have a good night haha