deathofadream

::sigh:::

Life isnt all whut its cracked up to be. I've been reading this book called "Man's Search for Meaning" by Viktor E. Frankl, its a pretty good book so far. It talks about his expierience in a concentration camp, then goes into his theory called logotherapy which is somewhut like psychotherapy i guess. I haven't gotten that far into it.

How does one find such a meaning in his life? Ya know this whole situation has been racking my brain for awhile now. I've had no motivation for anything. But i know i need to get motivated, but nothing seems to matter.

I know what i need to have meaning in my life, its what i've always wanted. To be loved. To come home and know that there is someone there waiting for me, someone to make me happy, someone to just love me unconditionally. Nothing in this world, not money, not fame, not anything would make this life so much better for me if only i had that one person to spend the rest of my life with..