Friday Feb 22, 2008

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Ahhhhh fuck, why did God create feelings, they suck.

I tried to like sever all ties with my cousins girlfriend, but i cant. I just cant stop talkin to her or seein her, itll kill me even more than whut it already does.

Why me. and why her of all girls. Shes my fuckin cousins girlfriend.
Ive been so depressed. If it was someone other than my cousin i wouldnt give a shit and would of made a move a long time ago, but cuz of the situation it makes it so fuckin complicated.

All i wanna do is be happy, and thats how she makes me feel. I cant fuckin take it anymore. I cant sleep at night, i dont feel like eating. It fuckin sucks. Ive been listenin to depressing songs from MEST, paramore, boys like girls, and i cant fuckin stop it lol Sucks so bad. I dont know whut to do anymore. Shes got me wrapped around her pretty lil finger and there is nothin i can do about it. Girls are evil lol. I leave you with a song by Boys Like Girls and its called "Thunder"...

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder


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dekews:
Yeah. That sucks.
But you gotta let go of the feelings/dream of being with her. You'll be much happier in the long run.
Just try to think of her as friend.
Sorry dude. blackeyed
lilcupcake:
Awwww wish I could squish you! ((((HUGS)))) I am sorry frown But not all girls are evil kiss

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