deathofadream

I have ALOT to think about.

Saturday while workin with my uncle, we got into an arguement and i told him to drop me off at home cuz i didnt wanna deal with his bullshit anymore.

Now today my mother told me that if im goin to work with him tomorrow i have to get up and go down there, he isnt gonna call me.

Now whut i have to think about is....
should i go back to work with him?
should i go back to work with him even though i hate the job?
should i just go cuz i need the money?
or should i just say fuck it not wake up and just look for something else? and will i find another job soon?

i dont know.

"Softly we tremble tonight,
picture perfect fading smiles are all that's left in site,
I said I'd never leave you'll never change
I'm not satisfied with where I'm at in life.

Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
You said, you said that you would die for me. "