It was rediculously hot and humid today. I hate humidity. And i have to work in it tomorrow too, plus the summer when it gets really really hot. blah!
Anywho, I went over to brendas house today after i made her a cd and just hung out with her and her bf. It was boring as hell, but im not gonna complain cuz when i work i barely have time to chill with anyone anymore. Plus all my other friends are off doin there own thing now that we are older so shes all i have right now until shes off doing her own thing with her bf and then im all alone. Really doesnt matter anyways cuz ive been alone, lost, broken and weary most of my life. But thats another story.
When brenda and matt went to go smoke they went up on their roof and smoked and i smoked my cigarettes while they puffed the magic dragon. I like chilling up their lookin at the cars drive by on the highway and watchin the sun set. Its beautiful and peaceful. I wish i hadda camera i woulda took a couple pictures. But alas i have not enough money yet for a camera
I want alot of stuff in life, but most of all i just want everyone to be happy. Its shitty to see my friends or family sad or myself feelin shitty. If there one thing i could wish for it would be for everyone to be happy, then money haha. Hey i cant help it, im just as greedy as everybody else in this fucked up world. And dont try to say that your not greedy cuz EVERYONE is greedy in their own way. I'll leave yous with a part of the flyleaf song "so i thought" I suggest everyone check out that song cuz its so awesome.
Fuck it im just gonna put the whole song in cuz its so damn good!! lol
All your twisted thoughts free flow
To everlasting memories
Show soul
Kiss the stars with me
And dread the wait for
Stupid calls returning to us to life
We say to those who are in love
It can't be true 'cause we're too young
I know that's true because so long I was
So in love with you
So I thought
A year goes by
And I can't talk about it
On my knees
Dim lighted room
Thoughts free flow try to consume myself in this
I'm not faithless
Just paranoid of getting lost or that I might lose
Ignorance is bliss cherish it
Pretty neighborhoods you learn to much to hold
Believe it not
And fight the tears
With pretty smiles and lies about the times
A year goes by
And I can't talk about it
The times weren't right
And I couldn't talk about it
Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last between
Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last, between
And I'm praying that we will see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream
So we can talk about it
Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last between
Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last healing
And I'm praying that we will see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream
And all these twisted thoughts I see
Jesus there in between
And all these twisted thoughts I see
Jesus there in between
Anywho, I went over to brendas house today after i made her a cd and just hung out with her and her bf. It was boring as hell, but im not gonna complain cuz when i work i barely have time to chill with anyone anymore. Plus all my other friends are off doin there own thing now that we are older so shes all i have right now until shes off doing her own thing with her bf and then im all alone. Really doesnt matter anyways cuz ive been alone, lost, broken and weary most of my life. But thats another story.
When brenda and matt went to go smoke they went up on their roof and smoked and i smoked my cigarettes while they puffed the magic dragon. I like chilling up their lookin at the cars drive by on the highway and watchin the sun set. Its beautiful and peaceful. I wish i hadda camera i woulda took a couple pictures. But alas i have not enough money yet for a camera
I want alot of stuff in life, but most of all i just want everyone to be happy. Its shitty to see my friends or family sad or myself feelin shitty. If there one thing i could wish for it would be for everyone to be happy, then money haha. Hey i cant help it, im just as greedy as everybody else in this fucked up world. And dont try to say that your not greedy cuz EVERYONE is greedy in their own way. I'll leave yous with a part of the flyleaf song "so i thought" I suggest everyone check out that song cuz its so awesome.
Fuck it im just gonna put the whole song in cuz its so damn good!! lol
All your twisted thoughts free flow
To everlasting memories
Show soul
Kiss the stars with me
And dread the wait for
Stupid calls returning to us to life
We say to those who are in love
It can't be true 'cause we're too young
I know that's true because so long I was
So in love with you
So I thought
A year goes by
And I can't talk about it
On my knees
Dim lighted room
Thoughts free flow try to consume myself in this
I'm not faithless
Just paranoid of getting lost or that I might lose
Ignorance is bliss cherish it
Pretty neighborhoods you learn to much to hold
Believe it not
And fight the tears
With pretty smiles and lies about the times
A year goes by
And I can't talk about it
The times weren't right
And I couldn't talk about it
Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last between
Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last, between
And I'm praying that we will see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream
So we can talk about it
Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last between
Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last healing
And I'm praying that we will see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream
And all these twisted thoughts I see
Jesus there in between
And all these twisted thoughts I see
Jesus there in between