These last two months have been an emotional whirl wind.. It seems like almost everyone I know has been unhappy.. including myself, having intense moments of ups & downs because of those I care about intensely around me. being so depressed..
However, it seems that this cycle has just ended and this week I have focussed intensely on the natural skin & hair products company I have started with a dear friend of mine.. * Pixie Nature *
Thank goodness for Coil.. *sigh*
Nurse With Wound is coming to concert here in the bay area soon with Current 93.. Very much looking forward to that..
The Wicked Geisha won't be performing until October at the earliest.. I am having withdrawls frrom not performing.. although I did perform as a soul Wicked Geisha at the Mutant Festival with Noah & Travis of Nequaquam Vacuum (Portland), Enrique of Soriah (Portland), Brian previously of P.A.N. butoh troup (Seatle).. and a clan of last minute gong players and pot bangers from various towns for an impromptu ritual performance on Sunday night after the full moon, in the forest at midnight.. it was beautiful.. Much like a Kabuki performance, we all had painted white faces, robes & the like.. I felt like the Guardian at the Gates.. & danced with a sword & umbrella..to tribal drumming.. short but sweet.. Ah.. & I won't forget the amazing sex in the forest the night before the full moon in my 17th century drag outfit.. Puurrr.... For the most part the festival was quite mellow, the energy was very low key.. some extraordinary music though.. unfortunately all the mind enhancements were weak.. * sigh * But I really loved sleeping in my tent all day on Saturday, relaxing and smoking weeds with bonus ingrediants.. It was nice to get away from everything for a few days..
I dj'd at the Slick Fetish Ball again about a week or so ago.. It ws their 10 year anniversary & after the performances, some people brought a cake out on stage & dumped it on this girls head.. what ensued was a huge cake fight including it getting thrown all over the dance floor.. not cool.. 1/2 the dance floor was unusable.. ah well..
Wishes and divine dreams upon you.. x0 mYa
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I hope things are still on the upswing for you. I know exactly what you mean about the contagion of depression. I'm determined not to get sucked in, but sometimes there's nothing sweeter than lying on the floor listening to "The Sadness of Things" over and over.