deathhippie

ummmmmm........no. not even close. are you kidding? so fucking broke. feel like crap about myself. that is however what i am working towards though. i am not one to give up easily.

Pain let's us know we are alive doesn't it?
Then there is pleasure that comes from the absence of pain. Like damn... didn't even know that my shin, neck, forearm, elbow, na, na, na felt good before I fell off that building. But now that I have good drugs... ahhhhhhh.

It's sick but I kinda like pain that makes my mouth water. Does that even qualify? Mouth watering pain...... mmmmm. Key lime pain.....

Really
bad...
at least if you said them...
they could be misconstrued.
if it's in print
you are screwed!

Nah.... here and now it is how you feel...... days.. months and years later. We will all look like dorks or kings. my opinion.

Feelings are cool huh? That's why we are here afterall. For a moment I thought maybe me and x had a 2nd chance. The more details come out about fling-man...(Because of his prodding) the more x gets hung up... the less I think we have a chance to move forward. Should I tell him no more info... for his own good and let him steam? walking away might be hte only way.... taking 2 roads might lead to the same destination... which has the better scenery? Bah, is it possible to be happy being miserable? Screw that!

oh, there were a shitload of pics, i just can't figure out if i want them posted or not

um, can i have one of your checks? i only get one a month...

now, what's wrong with a good salad here and again, eh? and no... not a taco salad.

you have a wanted ad!! true that. egos suck

thanks... i'm pretty good, just one of those things, you know? the fucking heat here doesn't help. i can't remember the last time i ate something besides ice cream or sugar snap peas without feeling sick or slept without waking up in a pool of sweat. okay, it's been like, less than a week, but i felt like complaning, lol.

i like you wanted ad. i want to see it made into a wanted-type poster with photo and ever-stuff.

I'm so sorry. That shit is so annoying. I have been through shit like that. AND the last thing you want is to borrow money because it's bad enough that you have to deal with what you already are dealing with...then you have to borrow money...which is embarrassing in itself...and it's not because you don't work hard or anything...I know what you mean. and it's hard with the check thing. sucks. i'm sorry about your bad day. *hugs* to make it better. even though i know it won't straighten it out.

yeah, the ministry is kicking my ass. happy camper, i am. big boots and all. okay, actually i'm not wearing shoes, but you get the drift.

sorry to hear bout the cash flow issue. not much hits harder than running short as an adult, i find. :hugs:

went and listened to the ministry (thanks for the heads-up). have to admit i don't think it would have ever occurred to me to go to vh1 to listen, lol. little scary. but 30 secs of each song just ain't enough. i'm gonna go buy it tonight. hell, maybe i'll grab it on my way back from my lunchtime dentist appt...

and moms are def funny... turns out she didn't know that i didn't know it was her. i yelled at him yesterday afternoon 'til he promised to tell her, lol.

hey, i'm getting all compulsive about my friend list and since we added each other at the same time, you're on there twice. i'm gonna delete and re-request to even it out, k?

i don't actually teach - i'm a counselor (read: coach) for college students with learning disabities and/or adhd. :bow: lol.

got the dog back from the ex, i take it? that's why i moved again... 6 mos w/out my puppy was just toooo long... i should scan in a pic or three of him!

i still get a half a kick out of what i call the whole "post-modern divorce" - no, we weren't actually married, the kid had four legs, and the car, well, it's better not to ask, lol. i'm also sad there are no doggie faces. and there's not a good poutie face either, which, of course, i would use regularly...

and you provided - Famous qoute from x-employee. "Just because I have dick does not mean I like football". -- rofl! i work in an office that's mostly women.. and our three men are NOT sports fans... which means that I, as the lone football/baseball fan, spend a lot of time with 19yr old male students standing in my door talking shit about sports.... lol, who knew?

I was talking about the hot ass katie yesterday, and look, a new sET!!

Would have to agree with you....definitely think it's Katie. Hot new set too.

Hope you have a fun time with your friend visiting from Arizona! Wish my friend could come visit me....alas...I will forever have to go visit him.

Yes, the time to myself will be a good thing. Have lot's of decisions to make and that'll be a good time to make them.

Crushes....could be fun...could be dangerous! lol I guess we shall see.

OLD friends....there is a reason you use the word OLD! Some people will always be surrounded by drama, and I prefer to stay away from that if at all possible. A crackhead, will always be a crackhead. Your advice was heard....and taken! lol Have a great weekend!!

So who do you think the SG in the most peoples favorite section? I think its Katie.. rwwr Katiee...