Solidifymy pain,
it wells up to smother me
my entropic delight
the assfixiation
and oblitiration
of my deviation
leave me with nothing
but you
a new doll
who is here to play
I break you down
inhale you through a straw
get high off whats left
of the good in your life
cast you away
there is a new doll
she is here to play...
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it wells up to smother me
my entropic delight
the assfixiation
and oblitiration
of my deviation
leave me with nothing
but you
a new doll
who is here to play
I break you down
inhale you through a straw
get high off whats left
of the good in your life
cast you away
there is a new doll
she is here to play...
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The 5th jacked up thing I have writen today.
I give for me
I give for you
Rape me, take me, slaughter my child
I cry for you
Hear it not what with the maggots in your ears
I bleed for you
Slip upon the sliken ground covered with my soil
I fight for you
Break fourth, set free, use me as a shield.
I...
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I give for me
I give for you
Rape me, take me, slaughter my child
I cry for you
Hear it not what with the maggots in your ears
I bleed for you
Slip upon the sliken ground covered with my soil
I fight for you
Break fourth, set free, use me as a shield.
I...
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For the love of fuck here is a poem.
Fuck
That is my setiment for the day
Fuck
That is how I want to play
Fuck
Your silly X girlfriend shit
Fuck
Your ass cuz that where I spit
Fuck
Your, "lets be friends" you drama queen
Fuck
The people who sleep in between
Fuck
The X who calls your mate
Fuck
The bastard you...
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Fuck
That is my setiment for the day
Fuck
That is how I want to play
Fuck
Your silly X girlfriend shit
Fuck
Your ass cuz that where I spit
Fuck
Your, "lets be friends" you drama queen
Fuck
The people who sleep in between
Fuck
The X who calls your mate
Fuck
The bastard you...
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deathhippie:
Fuck
The bastard who broke her heart
Fuck
The guy lets take him apart
Fuck
The people who abuse love
Fuck
The big guy who is up above
Fuck
The ghosts from our past
Fuck
The people who can not last
Fuck
Me for not hearing well
Fuck
Directions were going to hell
Fuck
Me for missing you
Fuck
Me for telling you.
The bastard who broke her heart
Fuck
The guy lets take him apart
Fuck
The people who abuse love
Fuck
The big guy who is up above
Fuck
The ghosts from our past
Fuck
The people who can not last
Fuck
Me for not hearing well
Fuck
Directions were going to hell
Fuck
Me for missing you
Fuck
Me for telling you.
fenris_ulf:
You're welcome. A part of my evening ritual involves sending good energy to others anyway 
Horrible.. Pain.. Yes, thats what it was..
Brother: Hey man, I am doing a martial arts demo saturday at around 5, you should go.
Me: Aite man, I will go if it doesn't suck.
few hours later
Jeff: Hey man, come to the comic con with us saturday we have free tix, you can have one..
Me: Nah dude i am supposed to go watch...
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Brother: Hey man, I am doing a martial arts demo saturday at around 5, you should go.
Me: Aite man, I will go if it doesn't suck.
few hours later
Jeff: Hey man, come to the comic con with us saturday we have free tix, you can have one..
Me: Nah dude i am supposed to go watch...
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Three day weekend coming up. Just have to make it through one more night.
Going to see a martial arts and chinese ballet show tonight.
After that, its most likely on to twiggy's for a local chick who is playing there. Her music is not my style, but she has a nice voice and deserves some support. Rock on girl.
Going to see a martial arts and chinese ballet show tonight.
After that, its most likely on to twiggy's for a local chick who is playing there. Her music is not my style, but she has a nice voice and deserves some support. Rock on girl.
Ever spend all your spare cash to send someone flowers and have them not really appreciate them?
One less flower sender in the world now.
I knew buying non-potted flowers was bad..
SCREW THE COWS SAVE THE PLANTS!!
One less flower sender in the world now.
I knew buying non-potted flowers was bad..
SCREW THE COWS SAVE THE PLANTS!!
wtf:
Damn, that really sucks. Know how many chick would really appreciate them? Next time send one of those single shoes you see on the side of the road.
Not much to update yet.
Gears are turning, the world is burning, and raging fire sweeps across the land.
Gears are turning, the world is burning, and raging fire sweeps across the land.
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deathhippie:
Uh huh, I see how it is.. Ditching me already.. Ptthh.!!! Thanks for the reinvite though heehe.
bigsisoffive29:
you know it was all too early to try and mess with anything technical! lol I'm surprised I didn't delete my whole profile! lol
the ballet/martial art demo sounds interesting. Hope you have a great time. And goodluck with the new girl! That should be fun.
Sorry your friend didn't make it out to visit. I'm sure they would've preferred to be here rather than in that hellish heat!
Frisco huh? I can't imagine living up there. I love to visit, but I don't think I'd enjoy living there permanently. Too cold for me. lol San Diego really is paradise in my eyes anyway. I know....so why would I leave it to go to Az? Change....it's all about change.
Yeah, 35k for a house....even though it is in the pit of hell..it's still 35k! Plus.....depending where you are....your only a matter of hours away from here by car, and 45 minutes by plane! Very tempting.
you know it was all too early to try and mess with anything technical! lol I'm surprised I didn't delete my whole profile! lol
the ballet/martial art demo sounds interesting. Hope you have a great time. And goodluck with the new girl! That should be fun.
Sorry your friend didn't make it out to visit. I'm sure they would've preferred to be here rather than in that hellish heat!
Frisco huh? I can't imagine living up there. I love to visit, but I don't think I'd enjoy living there permanently. Too cold for me. lol San Diego really is paradise in my eyes anyway. I know....so why would I leave it to go to Az? Change....it's all about change.
Yeah, 35k for a house....even though it is in the pit of hell..it's still 35k! Plus.....depending where you are....your only a matter of hours away from here by car, and 45 minutes by plane! Very tempting.
what I want. An ode to me.
I want dark smiles, and glittering eyes. Small notes, and comfortable sighs. Patience that lasts through out the night, and craziness that makes you want to fight. A person who can read my words and understand, someone who is innocent and yet also damned. Softfingers and lucious lips, a wryly mind with viscous quips. I want a girl...
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I want dark smiles, and glittering eyes. Small notes, and comfortable sighs. Patience that lasts through out the night, and craziness that makes you want to fight. A person who can read my words and understand, someone who is innocent and yet also damned. Softfingers and lucious lips, a wryly mind with viscous quips. I want a girl...
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tryphyna:
i think this is a beautiful "ode to self" - you write beautifully...
daemontia:
hair and cysts don't sound too appealing in the same sentence haha
thank you <3
i want a different background color. i wish i had a house and money so i could buy stuff like paint or art supplies and be cool.
btw, pretty words indeed
thank you <3
i want a different background color. i wish i had a house and money so i could buy stuff like paint or art supplies and be cool.
btw, pretty words indeed
what I want. An ode to me.
I want dark smiles, and glittering eyes. Small notes, and comfortable sighs. Patience that lasts through out the night, and craziness that makes you want to fight. A person who can read my words and understand, someone who is innocent and yet also damned. Softfingers and lucious lips, a wryly mind with viscous quips. I want a girl...
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I want dark smiles, and glittering eyes. Small notes, and comfortable sighs. Patience that lasts through out the night, and craziness that makes you want to fight. A person who can read my words and understand, someone who is innocent and yet also damned. Softfingers and lucious lips, a wryly mind with viscous quips. I want a girl...
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What do you peeps think.
To early to start seeing someone?
To early to start dating someone?
For random passerby's reading this. this is month 3 after a 6 year relationship.
To early to start seeing someone?
To early to start dating someone?
For random passerby's reading this. this is month 3 after a 6 year relationship.
wtf:
There is no right or wrong time. You always have to stop and think "Is this person just a rebound sex-type-fling" in the back of your mind. But then again...... are you looking for another 6 year relationship? the end all be all "THE" relationship? Friends? or just want to let it go with the flow and see where it takes you as long as you are having fun and it gets your mind off the x? I'd say you've been miserable long enough.... the world is full of misery and miserable people.... do what you can to be happy....
WARNING: sometimes the heart hurts when stretching and growing. Ohhh yeah it feels good at first but it tends to open old wounds you thought were healed over. Just dont pick the scabs.
WARNING: sometimes the heart hurts when stretching and growing. Ohhh yeah it feels good at first but it tends to open old wounds you thought were healed over. Just dont pick the scabs.
excellent poem, there, dear! nice imagery and good rhythm. thanks for sharing!