Saturday Sep 25, 2004

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Wake up after 4 hours sleep.

Go to work, get home at 8:30am.

Go to DMV. go to bank. Leave for fresno at 11am.

Arive in fresno 4:30 pm.

See grandma. Leave fresno at 11pm.

Get home at 5am.

Still no sleep, still not tired. I think I am going to walk my dog and head to the beach to catch the sunrise.
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wtf:
I haven't seen a sunrise since Mexico.....

Then I was holding a grudge and was reluctant to look at it.

Sunrises are underestimated aren't they?
wink
samanthakayne:
the SGCO halloween shindig is the 23rd (saturday night)

you really thinkin 'bout makin' the haul?

Wednesday Sep 22, 2004

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So my boss forgot I was supposed to have last night off. I squeezed in a few songs from minisitry but had to go early. Still, they are one of the best bands I have ever seen live.

My life with the thrill kill kult on the other hand, well they can suck my nuts dry. The lead singner needs to get over him self,...
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cupidsvictim:
i'm going to see the same tour in a few weeks. i agree, ministry is just always good live. and dude, thrill kill kult isn't THAT bad.
samanthakayne:
i -loved- the ministry show... and we got there a couple of songs into tkk, so it wasn't too much biggrin it's all in the planning.

Tuesday Sep 21, 2004

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Grandmama doing better. Yay.

I should be going to the below tonight also.

Ministry
& My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult
Tuesday, September 21st
Doors 7:00pm
Show 8:00pm
$22.50 Advance General Admission
$25.00 Day Of Show

BOX SEATING IS AVAILABLE... FOR INFO CALL 619.231.4343
clover:
yeah for grandma!

Monday Sep 20, 2004

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Bah,

So, here is how life works.

you Try to recontruct 6 years in 6 months and get running again.. You are getting close, but not quite there, then..

Girlie you met, damn, she was a flake.

Job, fucking not got my last 2 pay checks, this is a trend I will not repeat.

and most importantly. My adopted grandmother is in the hospital, she...
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Sunday Sep 19, 2004

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Hmm.. What to say what to say..

So I met a hot chick. Its not important that she is hot, just a bonous, she is pretty damn cool. I dunno though, i am still a pansy bitch from the world of hurt my lenore put me through. I think I am going to give it another whirl now though, if the oppertunity has not already...
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nevermore:
thanks for your comment on my advice thingy.. I sent in that about two weeks ago and now I'm glad I never fully fell for what she said. I was suppose to go see her last weekend and when I was about halfway down there she sent me a text message (she wasn't even woman enough to call) but it said that she had met this guy that she had a great feeling about and wanted to see how things would work out with him.

I realize now..that, despite the problems I have (everyone has some problems) but I deserve someone that treats me just as well as I treat them. It may take a while, but sooner or later we will find each other.
wtf:
Hot cool chicks are the best. Congrats on the working out stuff. Good writtings too. smile

Thursday Sep 16, 2004

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new 8mb mem card for camera = cheap

old camera = no more making of mem
card

no more mem card = new camera

new camera = new expensive mem card

new camera = teh suck, and is broken

broken camera = upgrade

final tally = $150 more then original estimate
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nixon:
Yeah- it's so funny that that set went up while that entry was up. I work here
cupidsvictim:
i'm gonna go as a doll, which will be all of the aforementioned. sort of. hot, awesome, and so awesome it's scary. biggrin

Tuesday Sep 14, 2004

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Ultra wierdness is in progress.

So I have been emailing back and fourth with this girlie,she seems nice enough. I have some serious trust issues so it has been genuine friendship type stuff.

Last night I had this funk dream about a club I used to go to. One time there was this girl who came running up to me and said, "I need to...
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wtf:
What was the prize??? wink
kalidoom:
Thank you so much for the set comment wink

Monday Sep 13, 2004

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Well shit.. Not much to say.. Let me think..


Last weekend I kicked it with my friend katie. There is something special about chicks named katie. I have never met one that did not have some dramatic effect on my life. Anyways, we ended up walking all over San diego. About 90 blocks worth. Felt like I was in vegas. But we had a good...
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Thursday Sep 09, 2004

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Enough of that sappy shit.

So, yeah, I started working out finally. God damn am I sore as hell. I guess I did let my self get a bit to lazy.

On a side note, I am starting to slowly learn hindi. Anyone got any suggestions on books? (hehe Obscure topic I know)

Fir milenge sabako.
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wtf:
Are you punching meat too? (beating meat just sounds bad, baaaad!)

I feel like it.... sometimes. ARRR!!!
cupidsvictim:
what an odd thing to learn. you should learmn braille. it's really fun to read.
and thanks for the tip. biggrin

Monday Sep 06, 2004

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In my string of emo ass journal postings, here is another.

I miss my X, we should be getting married this month... I don't think I will ever be able to trust someone in a relationship again. Because of that lack of trust, I am finding it hard to even meet new people. whatever
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wtf:
surreal

Emo and Elmo are REAL close. I hate that little fucker.

How are you?
samanthakayne:
oooh! i hope your doggie's okay! frown

and i know what you mean about the ex. i apparently hadn't taken the tentative wedding date off my calendar and ran across it early this summer when i was planning vacation time. it wasn't heart-breaking in my case, since it was all my decision, but still more than a little unnerving.

take care.
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