To be emo, that is my fate.
God I hope not,
but at least I would lose weight.
But the sadness,
It does not carry well on my heart.
and there are friends,
to whom I would rather not part.
so I sit here,
and think of stupid things to say.
I should be sleeping,
or outside like a kid at play.
but my words,
they are all dried up inside.
like raisens
with a bit of joy to hide.
so I still sit here,
writing this stupid ass thing
I have nothing to do
and there are no songs to sing.
I am feeling quite lame at this moment. I wrote a poem on accident at first though, which even though it is also pretty lame, it came out. Which is a good sign. I am pretty damn bored with my life though. I feel like I am swing from hope to hope, just trying to stay afloat. My dogs ear has got this nast thing in it too. I don't have the money to take her to a vet so I just keep cleaning it out well and I hope it gets better.
I am blue.
--- Edit cuz I love me ---
Emo, once it was just the superdepressed goth/punker kids listening to overly emotional/dramatic music while whinning about crappy lifes. (I.e. why I use it as a deragotory term.
)
now I swear it has its own 80's throw back half goth fashion. .
Apparently its trendy to be sad.
I long for halloween. I was trying to go to New orleans this year. Its not going to happen though. Looks like I will be handing out poisoned candy again..
God I hope not,
but at least I would lose weight.
But the sadness,
It does not carry well on my heart.
and there are friends,
to whom I would rather not part.
so I sit here,
and think of stupid things to say.
I should be sleeping,
or outside like a kid at play.
but my words,
they are all dried up inside.
like raisens
with a bit of joy to hide.
so I still sit here,
writing this stupid ass thing
I have nothing to do
and there are no songs to sing.
I am feeling quite lame at this moment. I wrote a poem on accident at first though, which even though it is also pretty lame, it came out. Which is a good sign. I am pretty damn bored with my life though. I feel like I am swing from hope to hope, just trying to stay afloat. My dogs ear has got this nast thing in it too. I don't have the money to take her to a vet so I just keep cleaning it out well and I hope it gets better.
I am blue.
--- Edit cuz I love me ---
Emo, once it was just the superdepressed goth/punker kids listening to overly emotional/dramatic music while whinning about crappy lifes. (I.e. why I use it as a deragotory term.
)
now I swear it has its own 80's throw back half goth fashion. .
Apparently its trendy to be sad.
I long for halloween. I was trying to go to New orleans this year. Its not going to happen though. Looks like I will be handing out poisoned candy again..
I didn't know what "emo" was for the longest time and just had to keep coming in comtact with it until I finally got the understanding of it. It sure as hell wasn't in the dictionary and I sure as fuck wasn't going to ask someone what it was. Kind of like those funny looking toilets.
Fuck that's lame. Enjoy your slow time. It'll speed up before you know it. Sorry about your pups ears.