its friday im in love...
So I am not in love, but I am really happy that I have two days off work. It is kind of odd working graveyards and having friday night saturday night off, but I dig it. I normally do not sleep from thursday until saturday night at like 3 or 4 am. Lets me be awake for 2 whole weekend...
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So I am not in love, but I am really happy that I have two days off work. It is kind of odd working graveyards and having friday night saturday night off, but I dig it. I normally do not sleep from thursday until saturday night at like 3 or 4 am. Lets me be awake for 2 whole weekend...
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I am a nerd.
But you all must hail king Tim.
Its kind of strange when you find someone you work with that is also SG crazy. I am curious what her name is. I could ask, but why give up the chance to poke annonomous fun at her for a few days.. hmm..
Lately, I have been having all sorts of wierd, shitty rhymes...
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But you all must hail king Tim.
Its kind of strange when you find someone you work with that is also SG crazy. I am curious what her name is. I could ask, but why give up the chance to poke annonomous fun at her for a few days.. hmm..
Lately, I have been having all sorts of wierd, shitty rhymes...
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clover:
what? people out there are sg crazy? what are you talking about?
And the spiraling darkness continues.
Drifting down slowly, like a feather.
Drifting, no control of where to land.
From one current to the next,
riding the air waves as they pass by.
Where does this lead to?
So, my car finall ate the shitter. I think the radiator cracked, not sure. Will find out in a few hours if it thinks it is going to...
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Drifting down slowly, like a feather.
Drifting, no control of where to land.
From one current to the next,
riding the air waves as they pass by.
Where does this lead to?
So, my car finall ate the shitter. I think the radiator cracked, not sure. Will find out in a few hours if it thinks it is going to...
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clover:
last night my adventures included prank calls...but no pissing on cars 
Once in the darkness, and oft by the sea.
I sit alone and ponder, why the pain is left in me.
There is no sun in my pasture,
to help my infertile lands grow.
There is no happines stirring,
and nothing left for the reaper to mow.
Within the darkness standing, she sits with a grin.
Her vile blood a flowing, joyful for her sin....
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I sit alone and ponder, why the pain is left in me.
There is no sun in my pasture,
to help my infertile lands grow.
There is no happines stirring,
and nothing left for the reaper to mow.
Within the darkness standing, she sits with a grin.
Her vile blood a flowing, joyful for her sin....
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tryphyna:
where does one begin.....?
one must forgive because fear, pain, and regret are the most eroding of emotions. it doesn't matter if the other person doesn't feel they deserve forgiveness. forgiveness is designed to help the forgiver.
i do wonder, OFTEN, if someone who dicks over another person actually feels guilt or remorse for their actions. people who constantly lie actually live their lies as their reality - for if one is a good liar, they must make it their reality, otherwise they'd be fked.
one must forgive because fear, pain, and regret are the most eroding of emotions. it doesn't matter if the other person doesn't feel they deserve forgiveness. forgiveness is designed to help the forgiver.
i do wonder, OFTEN, if someone who dicks over another person actually feels guilt or remorse for their actions. people who constantly lie actually live their lies as their reality - for if one is a good liar, they must make it their reality, otherwise they'd be fked.
cupidsvictim:
when someone pulled my pull-string i robotically said, "don't touch my fucking pull-string"
as for your thought, i think it depends. at my work, we once had a jar of money on the counter for people to donate to the AIDS walk. some ghetto dude ran off with the jar full of donations. he had to feel at least a slight bit remorseful. but then again, people justify their actions to make it okay in their minds. but there has to be at least a fleeting moment of remorse.
as for your thought, i think it depends. at my work, we once had a jar of money on the counter for people to donate to the AIDS walk. some ghetto dude ran off with the jar full of donations. he had to feel at least a slight bit remorseful. but then again, people justify their actions to make it okay in their minds. but there has to be at least a fleeting moment of remorse.
Bush wins, I am sad.. Really sad.. Looks like he is going to press on for his dictatorship after all. Looks like my theory of bush claiming marshall law in his 7th year in office so he can reign supreme is still going to happen.
So update on the job thing. It took a while because the manager lady just got back into san diego...
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So update on the job thing. It took a while because the manager lady just got back into san diego...
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jadedcoca:
i am glad you dont live there too!
wtf:
Yeah I got the dealership job sellgin Subarus! And the owner even said "you go girl!" So I guess it was just all a test. During an after hour meeting on my day off I came in and wore my so not work shoes of hot pink snakes skin shoes and she complimented me on them and said yeah and they make you look even taller! I was blown away! She is still intimidating but she is really encouraging to the sales staff and I can't wait to prove myself and am so glad I get the chance! Let me know the instant you get the job k?
Gwerd,
Finally updating, yay. Overtime is already slacking off. I kind of wanted the extra cash too. Oh well. Game launch for the expansion is more solid then the game itself. Kind of sad.
My opponents for the senior international customer service liaison position are dwindling (long ass title eh). I think I only have 3 strong opponents now. Now its just time to see...
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Finally updating, yay. Overtime is already slacking off. I kind of wanted the extra cash too. Oh well. Game launch for the expansion is more solid then the game itself. Kind of sad.
My opponents for the senior international customer service liaison position are dwindling (long ass title eh). I think I only have 3 strong opponents now. Now its just time to see...
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cupidsvictim:
nervous, eh? maybe you could like, kill your opponents or something. 
tryphyna:
or maim them. at least then they wouldn't be so focused on getting that position. 
when are you supposed to know if you got it or not?
when are you supposed to know if you got it or not?
And so it begins. 72 hour weeks.. How long will it continue? hmm how knows. 6, 12 hour shifts in a week should be good money at least.
Not much else going on. Sad, but looks like I have to be a homebody for a while.
Oh, I forgot, I saw team america world police.. SOOO fucking funny.. You should all go see it..
Maat...
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Not much else going on. Sad, but looks like I have to be a homebody for a while.
Oh, I forgot, I saw team america world police.. SOOO fucking funny.. You should all go see it..
Maat...
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cupidsvictim:
fuck! that's alot of work!! well, at least you're not broke, right?
nerdboy2345:
so is jump to light speed worth it? is it really ready to be released, or is it being rushed as usual. i quit 2 months ago (after playing since right after launch) and am wondering if i should bother getting this now. as much as i wished for this day to come, and waited and waited for space expansion, and as much as i loved tie fighter/xwing, im not really feeling like getting it.
Word. Yeah exactly.
So tomorrow I will be applying for a new job at SOE. International CS Liason.. Whats that you ask? Its where they fly your ass to london, tokyo, and dehli to work with the offshores people and train their shit. Free travel, free board, twice my current pay. Can we say holy shit?
Only problem is, lots of mother fuckers applying for...
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So tomorrow I will be applying for a new job at SOE. International CS Liason.. Whats that you ask? Its where they fly your ass to london, tokyo, and dehli to work with the offshores people and train their shit. Free travel, free board, twice my current pay. Can we say holy shit?
Only problem is, lots of mother fuckers applying for...
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tryphyna:
you crack me up! i'm not good at hitting on guys, either. i guess that's why i was asking for some pointers.
cupidsvictim:
ooh, good luck! 
Ahh, the long silence of cox's fucked up internet service no longer bind me. Thank fucking god. Piece of shit people break my shit then take 4 mother fucking days to fix it. I curse all ye bitches that screwed with my shit.
Now to go look at some hot ass goth chicks, relax, and pretend nothing is wrong.
Now to go look at some hot ass goth chicks, relax, and pretend nothing is wrong.
tryphyna:
hot ass goth chicks always make it easy to pretend nothing is wrong...
Redrum...
Redrum..
"Load up, load up, load up, rubber bullets..."
So I go to finally hit my sister up.
Where's my money ho?
I am broke.
Bullshit you are, you just got 30g's
I spent it
Fuck you
I spent it
Fuck you
No I really spent it all.
So, my water pump is dead in my car too. They want to charge me 400...
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Redrum..
"Load up, load up, load up, rubber bullets..."
So I go to finally hit my sister up.
Where's my money ho?
I am broke.
Bullshit you are, you just got 30g's
I spent it
Fuck you
I spent it
Fuck you
No I really spent it all.
So, my water pump is dead in my car too. They want to charge me 400...
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tryphyna:
thanks for the welcome back!
holy mother of god - how the hell did your sister spend 30,000 dollars? wow, i would like to have that kind of money. but i won't jinx myself by saying "i wish."
i'm sorry to hear about the water pump in your car. my rear passenger-side tire sounds like it's going to fall off. someone said it may be something to do with the bushings....? fuck, i just want a new car.
holy mother of god - how the hell did your sister spend 30,000 dollars? wow, i would like to have that kind of money. but i won't jinx myself by saying "i wish."
i'm sorry to hear about the water pump in your car. my rear passenger-side tire sounds like it's going to fall off. someone said it may be something to do with the bushings....? fuck, i just want a new car.
cupidsvictim:
whoa, dude, your virginity story is fucked up!! you always pick up psycho chicks? got damn! i'm surprised you didn't turn gay after some shit like that!
anyways, good luck getting that money back!
anyways, good luck getting that money back!
Lots of wierd shit on the site.. When you are half awake change is confusing..
So, abso-fucking-lutely nothing going on really. My friend is down from fresno, prolly kick it this weekend, will be cool. I miss his bitch ass.
My sister is a flake. Loaned her 300 bucks a few months ago when her electricity was going to get turned off. Now she just...
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So, abso-fucking-lutely nothing going on really. My friend is down from fresno, prolly kick it this weekend, will be cool. I miss his bitch ass.
My sister is a flake. Loaned her 300 bucks a few months ago when her electricity was going to get turned off. Now she just...
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cupidsvictim:
i wish my brother was as nice as you!
clover:
Thanks...its just all the stuff I have to go through with the doctors and everything....I'll be better in a few weeks
And the wheel turns
And the old life is starting to end.
Back into the cycle again?
For happiness and sociality?
I am finally putting my regrets behind me. I recieved my great grandmothers ring back. (I had it fixed, customized and proposed with it) Now I don't know what to do with it. PArt of me wants to wear it on a chain, for...
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And the old life is starting to end.
Back into the cycle again?
For happiness and sociality?
I am finally putting my regrets behind me. I recieved my great grandmothers ring back. (I had it fixed, customized and proposed with it) Now I don't know what to do with it. PArt of me wants to wear it on a chain, for...
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clover:
the body has excellent memory......it'll be fine
I have my great-grandmothers jewelry box still.....sometimes I'll go in it now and put on some of her jewelry.......it took some time though....
hang in there
I have my great-grandmothers jewelry box still.....sometimes I'll go in it now and put on some of her jewelry.......it took some time though....
hang in there
clover:
yeah I read that in a fitness book once...that the body has memory....keep at it...good luck
-so true but no fun
"How the hell do you spell annonomous anyways?"
-I think there is a 'y' in there somewhere?