Well I bought hair dye so my hair will be back to dark just like in the picture. I can't wait. I hate myself with light hair. Nothing much has happened other than my ex is a fucking dick who spys on me and has people check on me. I can't trust anyone because everything gets back to him. The fucked up thing is that...
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My ex is an asshole. If he tries to kiss me one more time I am going to bite his fucking tongue off. I really wanted to fuck some people up today. I think I have rage issues. Kayla is visiting, but funny thing is I don't fucking care. I hope that bitch stays forever. We make a good team. 
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lightchylde3:
I guess i'll join the dark band wagon. Even though i really don't have anything to be angry about. Anger really physically effects me. It makes me sick. Tired. But you know what I'm enraged about lady. That fire never dies. I hate her soooooo much. The only person on earth I wish would die of ebola, or get burned alive or something. The worst death. God i hate her.
sey_flame:
Kick your ex's ass to hell and don't let him come back I say. 
You mind if i add you? I mean it's ok if you don't want me too. Friends just make for a happy Lila
You mind if i add you? I mean it's ok if you don't want me too. Friends just make for a happy Lila
I have a smile today cause I got two of the best pictures ever from Lightchylde. I printed them so everytime I look at them I can be happy. Thanks babe your the best, You definately know how to cheer me up.
I locked my keys in my car this morning. I left them in the ignition. I am so absent minded sometimes. The police...
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I locked my keys in my car this morning. I left them in the ignition. I am so absent minded sometimes. The police...
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tonkakatt:
how the hell did you get the police to open your door for you? I've know about 25 poeple over the years who've locked keys in the car and the police NEVER help.
I wanna see a pic of your light hair.
I wanna see a pic of your light hair.
sey_flame:
Sad thing bout those keys. That must have taken awhile to get the police to come get them out! Hope the rest of your day was better
I keep all my emotions bottled up inside. I hate to talk about feelings although writing them doesn't seem so bad. I am not were I want to be. I feel lost and very much alone. I always sacrifice everything, including my happiness for everyone and never get anything in return but heartache. My days are never long enough, but they still seem to drag...
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deathdocter:
To thine ownself be true 
juicebox:
I wish I could do something for you.
I am very fucking disturbed right now. Disillusioned by all the lies I have been fed. The things I see and the people I talk too engulf me with their demented versions of the truth. More like what they want you to believe is truth. I can no longer hide my sadness. I am broken and will forever remain that way. Alone and destined to...
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lightchylde3:
Lady, why would you say something like that? It hurts my heart to hear something like that. YOu're amazing! You're all I think about! The last thing I think about before I fall asleep and the first thing when I wake up. Who knows what the future holds. Everyone fells like how you're feeling right now(god knows I have)but it's the hope for something different that keeps us going. The world is so big and has so many people to quit so young. Jen, you're my lady and I'll be damned if you're gonna be all upset like this. There's so much for you. There's me, and if not me then someone else. Don't give up yet love. I can't wait to see you. 
deathdocter:
Things never get better. Always worse. 
I am seriously thinking about relocating. I hate Massachusetss. I hate the winters. I hate the taxes and the roads. I want to go somewhere sunny.
I saw Kicking and Screaming last night. Will Ferrel is so fucking funny. I love his movies except Anchorman that sucked ass.
Lightchyde rocks!!! He is crazy. A big Star Wars fan so we all know where he will...
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I saw Kicking and Screaming last night. Will Ferrel is so fucking funny. I love his movies except Anchorman that sucked ass.
Lightchyde rocks!!! He is crazy. A big Star Wars fan so we all know where he will...
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juicebox:
Everyone in Mass is tinking of relocating, but the sad truth is, this is probably the most liberal, open-minded (the two don't necessarily go together) state in the union.
I have this dream of moving to Hawaii, which becomes almost disturbingly vivid in the middle of Winter, but I'm afraid it's going to be too conservative, being a tourism state and all. Then again, Northampton is more liberal than Amsterdam.
I have this dream of moving to Hawaii, which becomes almost disturbingly vivid in the middle of Winter, but I'm afraid it's going to be too conservative, being a tourism state and all. Then again, Northampton is more liberal than Amsterdam.
lightchylde3:
Hey my lady. Just updated my jounal, so you should read. You won't be in Ma forever. You're still young and have your whole life ahead of you. Gotta go to work but I'll give you a call later. Miss you!!!!
Went to a movie with my friend Jenn last night. I had to wait 55 minutes for her to get ready. At least I got to talk to lightchyde for a little while, but when I tried to call him back his phone said it had been disconnected. I thought it was my phone that was fucked up so I keep trying back, I finally...
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lightchylde3:
Lady, I'm sorry that we can't talk right now. I'm seriously about to cancel my sprint account and go with someone else. They are being assholes. I write all about it in my jounal. I miss your voice like crazy!!!
juicebox:
Somehow I missed out on the jealous hater girls. Crazy girls, yeah I've had my fill of them.
I am feeling kinda sick at the moment. A little bit of nausea and alot of migrane. I got three hours sleep last night because I stayed up talking to lightchyde until 12 and had to be up at 3. My buddy I work with sent me text messages this morning while we were working in different areas.
1) U look so hot I am...
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lightchylde3:
I'm so yours. No hands other than mine shall touch my body other than you. And yes, you are mine. My lady.
deathdocter:
I have never been a beloning before. I feel like your pet 
I have a problem. I have an addiction. He isdriving me insane with all his kindness. He is such a sweetheart. I am up till passed 2 in the morning talking and instant messaging him. We definately get along amazingly. Long distance friendships suck. We would totally rock if we were closer together. This is the best site. I would have never meet him if...
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Last night I was up passed 2am talking and AIM with member lightchylde. We talked for over four hours. We are both the same age but live at opposite ends of the country. Well, I am a month older. We exchanged pics and damn he's hot. I know that must sound like a shallow thing to say but he is. That's not why I like...
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deathdocter:
I hate Mass and now I hate it even more
juicebox:
Making friends? Jack and Sally is an awesome idea for a tattoo. I'm surprised I haven't heard of it before. Do you have any pics?
Also, are you really a mortician?
Also, are you really a mortician?
Sorry to hear about your head and knee, you better cut those claws then!