I am very fucking disturbed right now. Disillusioned by all the lies I have been fed. The things I see and the people I talk too engulf me with their demented versions of the truth. More like what they want you to believe is truth. I can no longer hide my sadness. I am broken and will forever remain that way. Alone and destined to remain alone till my last breath has escaped my lungs. There is beauty in the world but all I ever see is sorrow and heartache. I long to experience happiness. When I see two people in love, all I want to do is hurt them. Show them how I feel everyday. Another part of me wants to cry and mourn over a love never had. I wait for the day that I fall alseep and never awaken from my slumber.
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lightchylde3:
Lady, why would you say something like that? It hurts my heart to hear something like that. YOu're amazing! You're all I think about! The last thing I think about before I fall asleep and the first thing when I wake up. Who knows what the future holds. Everyone fells like how you're feeling right now(god knows I have)but it's the hope for something different that keeps us going. The world is so big and has so many people to quit so young. Jen, you're my lady and I'll be damned if you're gonna be all upset like this. There's so much for you. There's me, and if not me then someone else. Don't give up yet love. I can't wait to see you. 
deathdocter:
Things never get better. Always worse.